lykezomgz
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Decide to come here to blog before resting. Mention earlier in da previous post dat i'm not in such a gd mood. Really. Sitting in bus 176 brought me back lots of memories dat i had. I think i hate West Mall and Wesy Mall outside dat bus stop. Especially dat bus stop. It brought so much memories. Bad and gd ones. I actually have tears in my eyes when sitting in tat bus. In my whole 17 yrs(till now lah) and i've to know two guys living in BB. One which i trusted so much but betray me. the other one dun feel like saying . Sometimes i really ask myself wad is da point for falling so deep when i know we cannot be tgt. But no matter how hard i try to take back feelings it will juz come back. I really sick and tired le. My body is not dat gd to begin with. My studies also. I really cant cope with heartbreaks anymore. I only ask to be loved. Is it dat hard. I give more den i take. Is not dat i ask for fairness is tis kind of things. Although most of the times i will be crazy and happy but most of the times i'm not in da inside. I juz wan someone to know me well. When i see couple tgt i will ask myself when can i be like them. U all may think i'm desperate but i really had enough. For goodness sake. I'm not even 17. Yet i found myself waking in da middle of da night having tears in my eyes. I'm suppose to be enjoying lifes. Not crying and sighing in da middle of da night and ask myself where will i be tml. Will someone be missing me right now? I dun think so. forget it. forget everything..........................................