got back results

i got a fer ns5.

c fer nurm & nsl.

to my amazement, i didnt fail.

i didnt study AT ALL fer nurm.

life is pretty boring now.

everyday only drama & evo.

chiong audi till morning & home.

nvm.

bye.

xoxo

went school today.

from 9 am to 6 pm.

crazy shyt can.

went home halfway to take memory card.

luckily khai ride today.

went west mall.

had lunch at pastamania.

anywayy, video shooting is quite successful today.

went home straight.

&&& went bunk.

saw lihyee,seetoh,cass,mango&carol.

anywayyyyyy, am at evo now.

on the way here.

i walk the pathway that he first held my hand.

memories hit me like waves.

& i really just feel like breaking down.

but facing a whole grp of guys, i just controlled my tears.

nothing much gg on in my life.

i am trying to heal.

xoxo

went study today.
with ayu & hanisah.
manage to finish ns5.

and very randomly feel like gg bunk.
so i msged ck.
&&& he say he gg.

then i msg lex.
that dumb at bunk liao loh.
4++ only.
crazy.

so i rushed down bunk.
then talk luh.
on com.
then ck, qiqi, hanxiang & del, hao, tou&cloudie came.

after bunk close went mac had supper.
& miss the last train.
zzz.
then share cab with hanxiang & del.

del tmr gg back le.
)):
i will miss her.


xoxo

short hair is <3

& my rabbit is hanging behind me.
my mommy make me wash it when i came back from chalet.

shopping is <3

daddy sponsored me contact lens.
bought a hairband.
mascara.
gel eyeliner.
lip gloss.

so makeover & shopping really make one feel better.
i am much much much better now.

gg sch to study tmr.
with ayu & hanisah.

update soon.

xoxo

i am chionging 3 dramas at a time.
i dont know why.

but watching drama make me forget things.
so i think its the best.

best part is the genre of these dramas are all diff.

miss no good is a typical romance comedy.
i love rainie!

fated to love you is kinda fresh.
talking abt this lady had ONS with a stranger and end up getting pregnant.
and the guy's grandma forced them to get married.

lastly is xi yuan lu 2.
its about how olden days people find the death causes.
super interesting.

i think i will fail the papers next wed.
&&& i dont care.

i love him.
i want him.
i need him.
i miss him.

)):

no amt of tears will bring him back to me.

my heart is dead.

movies i wanna watch.

• hell's highway km31
• wild child
• the day earth stood still
• bolt
• quarantine
• bedtime stories

i need something someone to vent out all my pent up anger.

in another 16 hrs.
it will be our first week.

i still remember his big & rough hands.
his hug.
his smell.
his big & broad shoulder.
his voice.
his laughter.
his kisses.

i wish time will go back to monday.
his hug. his kisses.
i wanna kiss him so badly.
i wish this is just a nightmare & he will kiss me awake.
& he will comfort me.

i am willing to do anything just to have him back.
i love him as much as i love me.

chalet was fun.
didnt took any photo thou.

beside the parts where he totally ignore me.
i would had enjoyed this chalet.

i would very much wanna blog this in detail.
but i cant summon any energy to do dat.

i didnt cry much to my amazement.
tried crying.
but tears just dont wanna come out.

i just feel like dying.
can i?

okayy.
so i changed my blogskin again.
cos i fall in love with this the min i saw it.

&&& it done by tou.
:D

okayy.
it is 3 am now.
i think b will die of anger tmr if he knew i sleep this late.

alrighty.
to the bed now.

xoxo

this morning i received a call.

&&& i thought it was my baobei since the voice its a guy's.
& it turned out to be seetoh.

kinda shock cos every since he got a gf we haven been talking much.
mainly cos he is busy with gf & i got my own probs too.

&& he told me a shocking news that wake me up totally.

agnes broke up with him ytd.

kinda surprise since i thought things is going well for them.
budden again, i think agnes is not fer him.

seetoh is someone who want gf to be sticky & listen to him as much as possible.
agnes is too young, too immature & too wild.

bro!
i hope you are feeling better now.
move on and there will be a better one for you.
&&& there will always be me,keny & mark.

(:

true love is always worth the wait.
&&& i'm glad i found it.

xoxo

just hang up phone with me.
&&& he is irritating loh!

cos we make an agreement that chalet we must act like nothing is bewteen us.
&&& he say dat if i am inside the room he will go ehub.
shyt him loh.

sigh.
speaking of chalet, i am kinda looking forward.
& kinda not looking forward.

)):

dont wanna talk le.
no mood.

xoxo

back from b's hse.

I GOT 89 FER NSL PRAC.
yay.
tyvm.
(:
&&& the assessor was kylie.
well, kinda proud of myself.
:D

went b's hse straight.
took a cab since it was raining.
stupid uncle made one big round.

slack fer the whole afternoon.
watching tom&jerry, see him maple & watch tv.

i love this kind of lazy afternoon.
maybe its because it was spent with him.

&&& he dont let me skip work tmr.
so ya.
will be working tmr.
)):
7-11

budden looking forward to chalet when i can sepnd 3 days with him.
<3

alrighty.
gg watch kindachi now.

xoxo

am gg b's house to nua tgt with him later.
(:

prac test in 1 hrs time.
wish me all the best.

xoxo

so i just found out markie & phine is back again tgt.
and same date as b4.
the 11th.

&& toutou& cloudie is on 14th.
hao & gf is on 15th.
me & b is on 16th.

alrighty.
outta here.
am just in the mood fer blogging.
i cant start studying)):

pray hard i at least get a B fer tmr test.

xoxo.

tmr got practical exam.
oh man.
haven start studying.

going to later(:
my b is playing dota now.
i wanna learn dota so i can be on toutou's team.
&&& i will not be LOST next time.
CONFIRM.
((:

although i saw him this morning.
and he gave me one big hug but i still miss him.
)):
i think must wait till wed then can see him le.
he working tmr.

wed is chalet day.
&&& we decide to be discreet.
so i'll be sticking with qiqi.

alright.
gg study now.
(:

so it was the 16th when i realised i having been running in circles to find the one.

i love his smile.
i love the way he ruffle my hair.
i love the way he held my hand.
i love his shoulder(super board).
i love his smell.
i love his bear hugs.
i love the lame jokes he made when he did not sleep.
i love the way he made everyone laugh at his stuns.
i love the way he look at me.
i love the way he waited fer me when everyone ps me & go evo.
i love the way he forced me to eat when i didnt have appetite.
i love that he send me home by 190(waited fer 64 mins,zzz) when he could have take mrt.

i love him.
<3

alrighty.
am suppose to be either sleeping/doing cover letter-.- or in class

however, kylie's class is cancelled.
&&& it happen ytd thomas class was cancelled too.
:D

okayy.
&&& i am suppose at least nap for awhile.
budden once i on my lappie.
i just cant stop blog-hopping.
i shld seriously start getting a life & stop this stupid craze of mine.

back to the cover letter.
i think i might hand in tmr.
cos i am dat lazy.

btw.
this is my 500th post.
god gracious.
how long have i been using this blog.

alrighty.
lesson is at 2.
might as well get some close eyes now.

xoxo

i missed days like tonight.
decided to take mrt home with simon.
so we took mrt loh.
happily chatting til we decided to skip last train
& slack at cck's cheer outside.
& took cab home.

thanks alot to simon.
the one who listen to me complain during audi.
the one who listen me complain abt ck.
the one who make me laugh like siao.

& he remind me of wx.
not only on appearance(LOL) but also the way they talk.

ok.
i am starting to bullshit abit.
going to sleep now.

went out with vel meimei today
:D
she is lex's gf btw.
&&& lex is bunk loyal custormer btw.
LOLs.

speaking of bunk.
can u imagine i am working like 6 days this week.
buden i am secretly enjoying it.
get to see all the chaobengbengs.
thanks to them.
i become ah ma no.2 (cos lihyee still ownage! lol)
i become auntie.
i become mummy -.-
&&& most happy is to become jiejie
:D

&&& some bengbengs actually quite nice de wor.
treat me drinks(:

okayy.
back to the topic.
went shopping.
& i bought a vest from forever 21.
28 only.
&&& buy a peace sign necklace.

little met us at taka.
& we went to heeren.
& i finally bought a yappak bag.
lols.
went to cine & bought a black basic from volta.

bused down to bunk.
hao,tou,simon all there playing audi.
I ALSO WANT!

okayy.
actually the main point of this blog post is to tell ronald seeee the siaodingdong.
'' i've watched the vid on ur blog & the loan shark role suit you to the maxsssss!"
&
"when are we going to meet?!"

outta here.
going to chiong nodame cantabile(real life) the third times.
tyvm

alright.
this is a super random post.

i am itching to get a tongue piercing/belly piercing/tattoo
fuck.
i dont know which one to choose.

&&& pay day is almost here.
&&& attachment money shld be here soon.
however, i am living in extreme proverty these few days.
spend my last cents on samporena(?)
which made me have headache after smoking.
nb.
gg change with hilda fer viceroy/next/kent if see her tmr.

today lesson super fun.
mainly cos there were only 3 of us attending.
&&& i almost pon the class.

learnt air vulva.
which turned out to be quite easy.
had stimulation lab.
&&& my lecturer praised that i am clever can.
((:
just that i am super lazy and always skipped classes.
i didnt know i actually rmb so much thing until i had this lesson.
quite proud of myself.

anywayy, am chionging fer work fer 5 days this week.
after work = audi.
before work = audi.

jielin = audi siao.
tyvm.

xoxo

bad hair day.

fat thighs.