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Thursday, December 27, 2007

okayy.
tooo many photos to upload.
so shall do it next time.
really should be sleeping.
will be having attachment in another 4 hrs.
boos.

sleepless night these few days.
finally after a good cry,
slept well last night, to my surprise.
its over, a dream.

but.
a nightmare is coming soon.
and i dont wanna face it so soon.
please get away from me.
i;m totally not in a mood to entertain you.

been curse with guys in bukit batok.
thrice!
ohmygawd.
it just like hanlee been curse with stitching.
phine curse with cookies.
and i been curse by BB.
why of all other people and places.

sighh.
should be forgetting.
should be forgiving.
but i cant.

3 guys.
same area.
same destiny.
i'm so fucking cursed.

but but but.
i still do treat mr oh-he-is-so-fat as my dearest bro.
(:

bye.ciao.tata

please.
stop.
my.
heart.
from.
bleeding.

new

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

new url.
let it go. its past.

new memories.
but will it be happy?
such a failure i'm.

forget it.
being emo.
SUCKS

you

i wish i didnt believe izaan and seb.
i wish i didnt bring you down.
i wish i can make you happy instead of sian.

i secretly wish what izaan and seb say its true.
and i think i like you.

christmas is some day to be emo.
and sometimes tears does not listen.
tell me. talk to me.

moments

Monday, December 24, 2007

its lovely.
truely.
i do believe in miracle
(:

merry christmas' eve.

i give up trying

Sunday, December 23, 2007

okayy.
darn lot of photos to upload.
but ms little lazy decided to come and bug me.
so pls wait peeps.

had a mini shopping spree before meeting my gurls at marina south.
yupps.
finally bought everything i wanted.
AND SOMEONE IS SO NICE TO BUY ME M.A.C BLUSHER
lovesloves.

anywayy,
christams is just a few days away.
and i'm gg to spend it in my little nest alone.
hahahahas.
the one i wanted to spend christmas with, didnt asked me.
how pathetic.
but shall spend some time with family.

blah.
at least i get to see him tmr.

bye.ciao.tata.

ask me plss

Friday, December 21, 2007

me and izaan
he is cute right.
but too bad he is younger than me.

aishah and me

hahahahs. took this secretly.
clarence.

hahahahahas. okayy.
he is having flu.
looked quite shagged that day.
get well soon, clarence.

he took this secretly

in shop
hari haya haji.
that blurred thingy is clarence's hand.

clarence & deepan

lastly.
my oh-so-typical pout.
(:

clarence

Monday, December 17, 2007

okayy.
this is gg to be a boring post.
my rants luh.

went supper with my oh-so-cute friends from work
(:
went west coast and had a nice supper and lepak-ing.
always kenna bully by them.
but its fun.
chalet coming up!
we are happy family (:

omfg. sighh.
attachment is hell so i rather dont talk about it.
my life is so curse with her luh.
she enjoy making my life miserable.

and and and.
i cant stand it luh.
so coincidence that someone also wanted to buy mini skinny.
sooo decided to get something else.
and so coincidence that went online shopping and right after i ask the seller question, the same person buy thing from there.
not that i got anything against it luh.
but too coincidence?
so decided not to buy.
shall go my beloved haji lane and dig fer some jewels.
thurs! RTRTRT. with tay meow meow.

anywayy, attachment is suppose to be am shift tmr.
and i'm happily blogging here.

anywayy, my whole week is kinda packed.
wed; ST JAMES
thurs; work,RT & MOS
fri; DXO
sat; work & CECILIA'S legal 18th celebration.
sun; work

i think is fully pack rather than kinda.
but i'm enjoying my life perfectly.
and and and i love love love my job.
aishah;jielin;izaan;clarence;deepan;azri;riduan
darn looking forward to our chalet!

bye.ciao.tata.

you're gone with the wind.
you've move on without me.
you're avoiding the problems.
its time fer me to let go.
and let me find my own happiness.
i guess this is the best.

RT is love

Friday, December 14, 2007

yay.
went shopping today after so many days. [ i think 4 days]
anywayy,
bought mary jane.
(:
didnt bought it the first time cos i found my gold pair is better.
but i realise i do need more flats.
fer my oh-so-troublesome practical lessons.

met hanlee and walk the whole far east twice
):
didnt find anything special.
make our way down to taka and blah blah blah

went cine and past by NUM.
once again.
i give in to temptation.
and bought a navy blue pair in slim edition.
and i was serve by a cute malay guy.
and did i mention there are alot of cute guys in my work place?
(:

had dinner and rush to work.
stupid aishah.
first word she said to me is fuck.
and she point her middle finger at me.
but work is fun with her.
(:

tmr. FULL.
10am - 10pm
actually gg clubbing.
but oh well.

next week.
RTRTRTRT with huanying.
i need more BOTTOMs fer school
more TOPs fer school
more BAGs fer sch.

and and and MANGO IS HAVING SALE!!!
omfg. damn lot of people.
okayy. am tempted to get a coach mini skinnys.
plss mr he-is-so-fat

bye.ciao.tata.

korean

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

okayy.
cant sleep.
so back to blogging.

anyway,
work is getting fun!
although always get disturb.
and i always dont understand what they talking[they are all malays, you see]
but then the new stuffs i learn is exciting.
now i know more about screws, glue and whatever shit.
hahahas.

i wanna shop till i drop!

busy like fuck

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

sorry people.
busy working.
earning the money fer christmas presents.

nothing special to update
but i do love my job.
i think once i work
i work like fuck.
wahahhahas.

bye.ciao.tata.

is this love?

Sunday, December 09, 2007

new job is love.
people come visit me @ DIY essential
@ sun plaza

lalalala.
work=money=christmas' shopping!
my list is loong.
christmas is really the season of giving, dearest

blah. not really in a mood to blog.
shall blog tmr.

my swollen eyes.
my hic-cups.
my sobbing sound.
my tears.
my sadness.
her voice; yours happiness.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

yo people.
i'm back.

wahahahaha.
bought a new pair of flats!
loves.
and 3 pairs of vintage ear studs.
loves.
and my banana chips!
loves.

went haji lane to look fer vintage stuffs.
didnt really saw anything that i fancy.
but saw alot of nice nice shop houses.
wahahahas.
but their things are quite overpriced.

make our way down kampong glam fer dinner.
before that went in to a shop that sell arabic flats.
loves.
their design is like so nice. make of leather& its cheap!
so huanying&me bought a pair each.

then we had dinner.
wahahaha.
new love is mee soto.
yumyumyum.
their mee soto is nice compared to the one beside DXO.
big portion and only 2 bucks.

after dinner, had a sudden craving fer cakes.
so we make our way to Hans @ NLB bugis.
nice. huanying treated me luh!
thanksthanksthanks.

and shopping again!
bought my lovely 3 pairs of vintage ear rings.
loveslovesloves.
hahahas.

down to bugis village
and keep gossip abt ah lian.
we are anti ah lian!
hahahahaha.
she bought another pair of faded colour jeans.
went starbucks drink & chat.
then shop again.
and bused home.

wahahaha.
going to start work tmr!
yay-ness.
moneymoneymoney
here i come!

going to sleep.
bye.ciao.tata.

photos

before meeting huanying.
i cam-whore.
typical me.

spacious~

i'm bored.
but look at the gear. it just right beside the wheel thingy.
where got like this one!!

odyssey

look! i'm so mountain turtle.
but where got light there one!

best part. ROOF~
best fer star grazing.
wahahahaha.

odyssey

Friday, December 07, 2007

had a late lunch with mr he-is-so-fat.
at bukit timah food centre.
didnt finish the food.
we ordered too much.

well.
he wasnt talking much.
he is sick.
stupid boy.
didnt take care of himself.

he was driving honda odessey.
seriously. its very big and spacious.
i still prefer his dad's car.
cosy & memorable.
hahas.

and we went fer lovely rides.
and he let me down at BPP.
bought chocolates!
and pads.
wahahaha.
the longest in the market is 40.5cm.
seriously. that is long!

anywayy, shall update later.
i'm gg to switch to LJ. i think
bye.ciao.tata

urghh

suddenly got this uncomfortable feeling.
its like.
urghh.

soo i read my cousin's blog.
and and and they are like only pri 6&pri 3.
ONLY pri 6&pri3.
and they got blog?
okay. call me slow or what.
but i thought pri 6 shld be playing whatever shit with friends and not blogging??

and her blog post is so emo.
make me so sad to think that she is only 12.
and yet she have to deal with what i deal when i was in sec sch.
sighh.
i think its very stressful fer her.
only 12 years old leh.
shld be enjoying.
sighh.

i'm emo shit today.

nicest kid in town

okayy.
blogger doesnt allow me to upload photos.
this sucks.

having sore throat.
sucks too.
urghh.

but but but.
something nice came up.
mr he-is-so-fat is booking out tmr!
yay-ness.
he said lunch or something.
maybe i can persuade him fer a movie.
hahas.
sometime he just have to give in to my pouts.

and and and.
urghh.
i just cant stand lian-ness.
i dont know why.

i have to stop sleeping late.
mum is complaining i dont wake up fer breakfast.
hahahas.

this post is full of random shit.
end.
shall upload photos real soon.

cravings

Thursday, December 06, 2007

sudden craving fer ikea's swiss meatball&chix wing
and and and more banana chips plss.
i finished my 2 pkts.

and i want swensen's baked rice.
cafe cartel's seafood platter.
starbuck's milk with caramel.
mac's shaker fries.
ichiban sushi's terriyaki salmon.
long john sliver's crunchy shrimp.
mos burger's corn soup&milk tea.

arghh.
heeren's wanton mee!!!
fuck. i'm getting hungry.
mr you-shld-know-who.
plss book out soon!

bye. will upload cam-whore photos later.

round&round

yay-ness.
finally i found one skin that i like.
damn simple.
but well.
who care. i love it.

and and and.
i cant change it to lovekisshug luh.
this url is taken.
boos.

forgetting-piggy this url mean alot to me.
i think this is fated!
hahas. that i cant change.
oh well.
anywayy,
its like 4.15 am.
am gonna sleep.

ciao.

i give up the chance to being loved
just so i can love you.
round&round.
i end up the same old route.
call me stupid.

framed

okayy.
i cant help but ranting abit.
it might not be a big deal luh.
but somehow, i find it disturbing.

so this happen weeks ago.[i know i'm being xiao qi but i cant help it]

was with huanying & cherie at level 7 after practicing fer practical exam.
on our way down.
we saw this grp of friends. [yes, i still consider them as friend]
and this particular girl mention,
'wow, your make-up getting thicker.'

okayy. you might think i'm making a mountain out of a molehill.
but think in my shoes.
i was wearing only foundation, blusher and eyeliner.
from beginning of the year.
i have been wearing this to sch.
sometime i didnt even bother to put it at all.
okayy.
she might not have mean it.

but duh!
i wasnt even close to her at that point of time.
if you're my close friend, sure i wouldnt mind.
i mean, will you like go ard and tell pple your make-up is getting thick?
no right. cos i consider it as quite rude even if its the true.

but the prob is my makeup wasnt even thick.
and it was toward end of the day.
i didnt even touch up.
dont you think she is being abit bias over here.

arghh. although it so long ago.
but it still make my blood boil when i think of it.
and it did hurt my feeling.
i dont like being framed.

banana&lovekisshug

enchanted is sooo freaking nice
i will recommend to all my friends.
seriously. gosh!

hahas. i'm being a lil' too dramatic.
anyway, the chipmunk is totally cute.
like duh!
everyone who watch the show shld agree with me.

anywayy, bought banana chips from muji
and being a typical singaporean.
i bought 2 pkt at a go!
wahahahha.
seriously, i recommend everyone to get it.
get the one with brown sugar!
huanying got a plain tee & choco puff & prawn cracker.
the prawn cracker taste good too.
i think muji food are great!!

okayy.
so i tried finding jobs but its like uhh.
they want full timer instead.
maybe i shall be a good gurl and go back to the previous job.
but im kinda tired of standing fer 8 hrs straight.
nah. i will continue to look fer jobs.

anywayy people,
might be changing url to lovekisshug.
forgetting-piggy is the past.
i shall welcome the future.
andd i'm so tempting to change blogskin again!
this is freakingly random.

and and and talk about respect.
some people are just freaking rude.
maybe i'm rude too.
but blah.

update again later.

i wanna eat it

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

okayy.
i officially annouced i'm sick!
yuckk.

but but but.
i'm so hook to mac's shaker fries.
yupp. its back! long awaited sia.

just had a pkt and so tempt to get another pkt.
my $2.55 is spending fast due to it luh.
i think i will get it. or maybe not.
aiya. i very indecisive leh.

anywayy.
tmr! enchanted with huanying.
tralalala`
seriously. need to find a job again. blah.
i need the $$.

my wanted list.
♥ ipod shuffle [the shimmery green]
♥ bucket bag! [so tempted to get it online. $50!]
♥ MAC's blusher [my loong loong wanted]
♥ a new pair of flats! [i want a brown pair]
♥ boyfriend's t-shirt [$24! cheap right, but i think will look super oversize on me]
♥ a whole year supply of shaker fries! [hahas.this is crazy]

basically that all i wanted.
i might be getting the bf tee thou.
its cheap!
if i cant wear then i will sell it! wahahaha.

and i think i might hint hint to mr you-shld-know-who
to buy that blusher fer me. or that bucket bag!
and hint hint to mummy i want that ipod.
and pls MCDONALD.
give me the 1 year supply of shaker fries!!

as fer that flats, i shall save up.
wahahaha.
enough crapping.
i shall go and get my SHAKER FRIES!

anywayy, shall be posting photos tmr.
if i'm gonna take any.
ciao.tata.bye.

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?

okay.
suddenly got this feeling to talk abt first kiss.
i'm sure many of you had already given out your first kiss right?

but how do you define first kiss?
a peck of the lips?
or a passionate french kiss?

to me.
first kiss is the kiss that you give to the person you loved most.
so if you kiss someone that you dont like.
it cannot be counted.
hahas.

anyway.
alot of people told me kiss is nothing.
but have your thought about kissing the one you really loved.
that feeling!
its like the most wonderful feeling.

today i'm gonna share my first kiss story! hahas.
excited???

okay. i initiated the first kiss.
when i was drunk.
and that guy was drunk too.
but i know what i was doing.
i got this feeling that tell me if i dont do it now.
i might not have the chance in the future.
and yupp. so i kiss him.
in some pub.
when we were both drunk.

and if you asked me did i regret.
i will say NO!
cos i truly love him.
(:

to me. its something i will remember forever.
but to that guy. hahas.
it may mean nothing to him.
but its okayy.

rant*1000000

Monday, December 03, 2007

wa lao.
4 updates @ a time.
somemore change blogskin.
hahas.
and and and the new song on my blog totally rock luh.
i intro to huanying also!

hmmm. today. nothing much.
legs cramp like fuck.
felt that i had run the marathon.
sooo i didnt went fer work.

met wx.
had dinner.
see him cut hair again.
rent why why love.
buy this buy that

enchanted on wed.
with tay meow meow.
hahas.

anyway, its nice slacking @ home luh.
anyway, will update again.
i love updating now.
(:

JIAYOU TO PEEPS
LIKE MY DEARESTSSS & MY DA GE & ER GE.
STUDY HOR.

and i hate menses.
fuck

STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON

STANDARDCHARTERED MARARTHON
ok. so everyone except nariysa pang seh me. so not good!
anyway, arrange to meet huanyingfirst to go cold storage buy things. hahaha. and we turn out to be diff grp luh. so sad. so i go beg dr ron to go kallang one. siao loh. i at east coast leh. then i go kallang.

we were so noisy and i think karen got abit cannot stand us. and she keep calling me to control my pet. hahas. i call her tay meow meow. nice loh.
we were damn excited luh. we even ordered mac to sch! sit in the golf thingy to sch gate. security uncle so gd!

aiya. if want me to say whole thing very naggy leh. but i thnk its quite fun. im gonna join if huanying join next year. hahas. anyway, i saw my bros!!! shuai. they finish they 42km.

i love her luh! hahas

she say my mac spicy butt will 'qiao'

she rocks!

MEDICAL!

SRY EH. CUT UR FACE

too bored luh! hahas. took the same bus home. i was sleeping luh. sleep the whole day. FUNFUNFUN.

DXO

DXO

cam-whore before gg. hahaas.
hmmm. nothing special though.
just that alot of angmohs that night.
songs are ok. more towards techno after 3am. so we left. took cab home and sleep. did enjoy myself.
(: