Thursday, December 07, 2006
first. i really wanna say sry. i didnt mean to sound it dat way. but wad i mean is just that i feel sad only. and i didnt blame anyone. really. i'm not angry or wdv. just sad dat why it become this way. and i know i'm at fault. cuz every time let aeroplane. and all. i just wanna say out how i feel. sry. really sry. i really gt nothing to say. if wad i blog make u all think i'm accusing u all den i'm sry. cuz i really sdidnt mean dat. just wanna say sry.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
ever wonder if ur close group of friends might be hating u secretly? well. maybe they are doing everything to make me realise they hate me but being a sotong i cant see. i dun blame them if they really hate me. afterall, i usually dun think when talking and might offend them. sigh. since this sem i can feel the differences liao just dun rally wanna believe it (ya ya. i'm a avoider) even other people can see it. (i toking abt u grace) and i'm not so noisy in class. seem to be like having depression. i really like to be with them. they are a great bunch of people and although they have their weak points but i still acept them coz i also gt my weak points. but i really cannot stay with people who hate me coz i will think that they think i'm a bhb. and scretly i still hope everything is a mistake. sigh. but well everything has to go on. i still love them alot coz i had fun with them for the past 6 mths. and i wanna thank alot of pple. forst is GRACE and LIDUAN. lol. and their little monkeys. thanks for inviting me to study with u all and taught me cmb and pharmaco. and ESTHER. omg. she send me a msg to ask how i'm feeling and offered to acc me go movie marathon. love u gal. so sweet of u. thirdlt. CIKOPAEK galz. they console me all the way. had fun with them on friday. ^^ and lastly. i wanna thank THEM . although i duuno what will happen but still i regard them as best fren altthough they hate me. >.<>
