another week past.
& its down to 11 weeks.

went out on wed to meet ALOT of people.
and i really mean alot.
met jiexin & vanessa for a lil while.
then nelson & jingwei for lunch at canteen 2.
saw clayman there too.
the cbk point me middle finger loh! shitass.
then went to timah to L4D.
& home. daddy didnt let me go out at night so i didnt went to butter fac.

thennnnnn i went swimming on fri with sam.
then to work. after work, she insisted to come fetch me to go haji to celebrate kenny's bday.
soooooooo in my uniform, i went to hajiiiii & ecp. reach home ard 2am?
best part, i am on morning shift on sat -.-
but i had fun! singing in the car etcetc.

sattttt. workkk. super duper tired.
but still went kenny's hse after work.
slack till 9 plus went to fetch angela then we went to tpy for supper.
stay over at sam's house.

sunnnn. woke up and had bak gu teh!
then slack awhile then kenny drove us to evo for L4D with angela and jeremy.
then dinner at ps and kenny drove us home.

I DIDNT GO CLUBBING AT ALLLLL!
(((((:

xoxo

alrighty.
weekend past peacefully.
didnt do anything crazy.

work is getting better with blardy good and fun preceptors.
ohhhhh. and i finally get a chop chop for myself. finally dont need write my name.
but it will be better if i dont see him. he is getting on my nerves.
msging me during work. calling me once work end.
& i never pick up. so i end up with dozens of missed calls.

ohohoh. the speech therapist in my ward is cuteeeeeee.
& he is nicey.

went for a lil shopping spree at cotton on today.
& finalllyyyyyy trim my eyebrow for the first time in my life.
not painful la. at least not as painful as my piercing.

tmr is my off dayyyyyy. & i am gg to kkh for appointment.
)): thank god is in the morning. i dont wanna waste my rest day.
& i will be gg butter factory for the first time!
NO MORE DRINKING. I SWEAR ALRIGHT!

i still miss alot of pple.
)): & no PH for me on labour day.
woes of being a missy.

thanks toutou!

xoxo

i am crying hard right now as i am typing all this.

i miss my friendsssss.
i miss dota-ing till late night.
i miss hanging out with fun people or people who make me laugh.

prcp life sucks.
and i hate clubbing now, no more for me.
i dont wanna get drunk again not knowing what embrassing things i had done.

i am smoking more than ever.
i am stress. & its only first week.
13 more weeks to go.

i cant believe i miss everyone in my clique to the extend i miss even hao, lex etcetc
i wanna quit so badly.
not that the ward staffs is not treating me well.
just dat i miss talking to everyone i know. i hate losing contacts.

i am confused.
i dont know wad i am talking now.
anywayy, i am taking mc tmr cos my back still hurting me lots even thou i fall like last sat?
the doctors in my ward is worried that i had a few airline or hairline crack in my tailbone.
GREAT. ITS ALL I NEED NOW.

BRING ALL THESE FUCKING TRAUMA TO MY LIFE.
I NEED THEM MORE TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE FUCKING EXCITING ISNT IT?

i am getting sick in my mind.
i lead guys on. & i played with them.
i am sorry don & rafi.
i had told you guys i dont wanna be attached.
dont msged me or called me every 1 hr or so.
i dont deserve it.

life is nothing but a dream.
how true. i wished i can sleep and dont wake up anymore.

i am 19 and half. & i had enough of life.

weeeeeeeee.
ladies night at dbl o today.
cant wait.

going to trim my eyebrow later.
((:

DRINK DRANK DRUNK BABEH!
its parteh time <3

xoxo

oh man. haven been blogging for so long.

prcp is surely taking all my energy away from me.
anywayy, life has been simple this few days.
so nothing much to blog abt.

but. i miss alot of pple!

tou&cloudie
qiqi
del!!!!
hito!
vanessa
jiexin
hanisah

&&& i am off tmr.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. work 2 days off 1 day. me likeyyyy.

alrighty.
going to find pple dota with me.

xoxo

had family bbq this evening.
((: great food!

went to meet vanessa to chill.
met ard 10 plus. LOL. super last min.
&&& super last min say wanna go dbl o.
butbutbut she wearing slipper and denied entry.
went back to cine to chill.

homed ard 1 plus.
((: going out with her later.
she need to touch up her tattoo & i will be getting one too.

& might go chalet with her too.
kk. i very tired liao.
goodnight.

xoxo

last night is fun! but i woke up with a hangover.
!@$#%^&*
headache fuck & i puke countless time.
i only drank 3 cup of vodka & 1 barcadi breezer.
fuck. i cant drink shyt.

anywayy, met up with jw and nel.
&&& it is a flyer clubbing kinda thingy loh.
azizean & leonard the retard was there too!
& kelvin the pussyboy!

leonard & his friend was so drunk that i had to push his friend off.
zzzz. hate guys who are drunk.

anywayy, towards the end, met a new friend((:
he was actually leonard's friend. then we end up dancing together while leonard go find other girls. HE WAS WITH DIFF GIRLS WHENEVER I SAW HIM CAN.
drunk fuck!

parteh end at 4am.
& headed down to harbourfront food centre to waiting for first bus.
&&& i am still feeling the fucking headache.
&&&& i am so not gg to club with clayman & peeps tonight.
i wanna rest)):

kthxbye
xoxo

ok. this is a random short post.

i decided on my next piercing already!
rook! i still love ear piercing most.
:p

going dota now!
kthxbye
xoxo




its beautiful ♥
& i mean the piercing. not me!



i am going st james once again tmr.
-.- but with jing wei and nelson.
hohoho.

& going some ulu club on thurs.
&&friday is sentosa + bbq.
&&& saturday is rebel event.
&&&&sunday is flyer gathering.

oh man. i hope i get to enjoy myself fully before prcp.
)): which is next monday. urghhhh.
pls dont remind me ._.

kkk. i wanna dota later pls.
xoxo

woooooot.
i just woke up not long ago.

& my mummy woke up too.
she cook breakfast fer everyone today.
& i am so happy i woke up la!

its like back to secondary sch days.
i had sandwiches and my fav half boiled eggs!

okayy.
today will be a great day cos i had breakfast!

yay! HAPPY FUCK!
xoxo

i actually play dota till 7am with hito this morning.
super f-king tired. slept till 3pm and i cant sleep anymore.

i was deleting msges in my inbox just now.
& i saw his msges. & i cried.
ohman. so pussy! gayness shyt )):
pls fuck off from my life!

kkk. i have tons of things to rant.
& i am really not happy abt life now.
prcp is next mon.

i am gg to parteh on wed thurs fri and sat this week to make up for prcp.
)):

xoxo

wellll, st james is fun last night, as usual.
saw wayne & clarence again.

anywayy, met up with nel & off to st james.
kelvin the pussyman (LOL) came ard midnight.
and we danced for 5 hrs straight.
i mean I. the guys just suddenly grow pussy and stopped ard 4am while i still enjoyed myself.

i didnt even left the dance floor for drinks.
my friends spoilt me enough by buying them and bringing them into the dance floor for me.
((: gotta love them.

&&& love the bartender there.
they actually cant give out ice water.
but i was whining & whining & in the end she/he (idk :x) gave us!
thanks lots man! i was abt to puke.
drinking on an empty stomach is not a very clever thingy to do.

we hang out in mac till 6am.
on the way there, i on my phone music and we were singing on the top of our voice in VIVO.
coolshyt. got echo. i am surprised the glasses didnt broke on my horrible singing.

anywayy, we talk abt tons of shyt.
the big O, sex, bj,hj cheap motels, condom.
tsktsk. thats is what guys talk abt & i got no choice but to join in.

reached home 7 plus in the morning.
sleep and eat then sleep again then wake up and eat.
okayy. going to try my best to stay home for the next few days.
am going parteh-ing again on wed i supposed.

kthxbye
xoxo

been all over sg today.
first, met hanisah and ayu in np to take back pda.

down to timah for dinner.
&&& khai reached ard 5 when we suppose to meet 2.
talktalktalktalktalk like nobody business.
and i smoke 1 pkt in 2 days.
clever fuck.

anywayy, decided to go clark quay to chill.
hanisah left & the rest of us walked ard aimlessly.
and eventually bus down to town.
khai went prawning at amk.

and i decided to go bunk.
played and evo-ed
and home.

my lippy is freaking infected now.
stupid itchy hand.
I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT OUT.
I LOVE YOU LIPPY. PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME.

kkkk.
fucking annoyed with ggc now.
i cant see tou&cloudie.
FUCK I WANNA DOTA CAN.
PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME! I LOVE YOU DOTA.

anywayy, tmr gg st james.
nelson promised me he will not pang seh / dua me.
i hope so. i really hope so.
the craving for clubbing is getting huge.
._.

kthxbye.
xoxo

p.s: the song beautiful is ringing in my ears as i am thinking abt that night in zouk. when i met you. i cant believe i'm thinking abt you after what you did to me. i miss the time in jalan bukit merah. the time in genting. you are such an asshole bastard motherfucker cb kia.

i am unhappy.
VERY unhappy.



kkkkk. me with no make up and specssssss.
cool nerd yo!
loving my lippy((:

xoxo

gotta love hanisah.

went to lot 1 to meet her just now.
saw aunt and the first thing she ask me is when u drink, does it leak -.-
lol. i swear she ask until damn funny.

anywayy, went to the park and lepak and gossip!
smoke & drink milk tea & gossip.
update each other abt life.

going to see her tmr!
and ayu and khai.
going back to sch & then to timah for dinner.

bought a few studs just now.
((:
still got pus coming out. )):
but i dont care. i am not gg to take it out.
it doesnt hurt anywayy.

kthxbye.
xoxo

tadah. finally changed my blogskin.
was getting bored on that one.

my lip piercing is gg fine :D
but having abit pus. ewwww.
kinda er xin. i clean every 10 mins or so with normal saline.
hope it will clear up sooon.

anywayy, decided to take out my tagboard cossss i dont know why.
nobody tag me nowdays anywayy. i lazy to reply tags also((:

kk. tmr gg fetch del!
&&& i hate nelson)): am staying at home tonight.

xoxo

after 19237823468721436 of saying i wanna pierce my tongue, in the end i pierce my lip today.
-.- and its so fucking pain that i almost punch the uncle.
but it look nice & that its what matter.

&&& i am kinda not looking forward to my mummy reaction.
-.- she always wanted me to pierce nose end up i pierce lip.
not sure how would she react.

anywayy, tmr is wed!
& its ladies night babeh!
time to parteh! going to either phuture or st james tmr.
with nelson ((:

ohya! speaking of parteh.
i parteh with alot of witches just now.
was playing l4d and we cant stop spawning witches.
damn fucking eerie can their moaning or whining, whatever.
& before that we parteh with morphling, warlord, dp etcetc.

okayy. will try to post photos soooon.
((:

happy april fool day btw.
i just got con by cloudie.
&&& i really believed her -.-
damn it. fucking stupid loh me.

kthxbye.
xoxo

jielinYO.




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