u think i dunno? u're wrong
u think i dun care? u're wrong
u think i dun appreciate? u're wrong
u think i hate u? u're very very wrong
u think i dun suffer also? i'm suffering like hell
u think i dun wanna go back like last time? i wanna go back! but issit possible?

i'm tired. tired of stucking in between
tired of avoiding here and there. tired tired tired
i know u guys are tired too. tired to having me spoiling ur mood.
tired of having me tagging along.
cos i dun see this gg anywhere.
i appreciate everything u all have done fer me.
i maybe not show it and not say it
but i thought appreciation is meant to kept in the heart?
i guess i'm wrong
i know u guys will read this.
i want to let u all know that
i enjoy every time we go out
EVERYTIME
and i'm very grateful fer all those dinners.
and i'll never forget u all.
i always thought that we will never lose contacts and all
we will all be good brothers and sister
i really thought that i could become one of ur
i guess it is just my wishful thinking.
is this the end?
i dunno. cos i'm not the only one who could make this decision.

damn irritated.
sigh...
i wanna go out tmr
but need to do project
fer a short while
wanted to go sentosa.
but...
i'm broke
sigh.
i think i better stay at home
i'm a good gal
:)
just now say out all my wei qu to phine
and i feel 1000 times better
thanks bestie*
haha. and she just gave me some simple but good advice
never avoid
:(
sigh.........
but how?

i'm tired.
fer the past week
i've been suppressin my feeling.
sigh. think about it everyday
what should we do
can we still be friends.
and i suddenly realised
the only solution is to stop liking him.
ha. cs say i cannot do it.
i bian bian wanna do it.
:)
i think i can do it now.
and life is not onlyabout love wad.
i still got family friends and most importantly i must do well in my studies.
:)
this is life




jielin is a happy gal cos she is gg out with her bff
:)
have a great saturday night u guys. whoever u are
haha
and i'll blog later!
:)

sigh.
i hate saturdays
dunno why
mummy is at work
bro gg out later
and i'm all alone at home
i hate being alone
but even with a group of people i also feel alone nowadays
shitty. wad is happening to me
sigh.
and whoever is that mo mo ren.
i'm tired of thinking who u're anyway.
:P
but i think i know whou are.
haha

went somewhere with someone today
and i saw clarice, cecilia, kaini and geeta!!
woots~
miss them lots.
then went somewhere and did something
and i ate my delicious LALA again
haha.
den tok to someone on the phone fer 2 hrs
LOL.
he made my day
thanks bro.
thanks alot!
we talk about love, life dreams and etc.
haha. he is funny and FOC(full of craps)
had a MSN with someone last night.
erm. i dunno
haha
tml! saturday
awaits* i hope something last minute
like last time
but if nothing den its ok.
i'll stay home.
be a good gal
and watch twee!!
oh ya!
I SAW HIM TODAY
haha. was waiting delibrately actually
when i was giving up.
i saw him.
haha. 2 times this week!
oh man. i hope i will still get to see him.
and i miss alot of people~
i wanna go out with u guys!!!

DO U KNOW WHAT IS FAN HUA?!
when i say its ok it mean its not ok!
UNDERSTAND.
oh gosh.

boo!
:)
i'm working tml
work=income=money=shopping!!!
haha.
working with ~
haha
dun tell
having headache now
and i'm getting use to the quite-lonely-feeling
BLAH
anyway
weekend is here!
and i wanna club!
haha. plsplsplspls.
lets go clubbing!

sort of decided not to tattoo
cos keong and seng say not gd.
so i decided to listen to them.
:)
haven been msging him fer 43 hrs.
consider a record
the last time we did this is when i was at shanghai
he will be gg phuket soon.
haha.
wonder whether he will wear the slippers.
trying to put up a brave front*
the feeling i had one year ago was back
kinda miss this feeling
but i miss the old feeling before.
its time to move on
and i know i can do it :)

i'm thinking of tattoo
haha. actually been thinking fer very long
and finally got the permission from mom
but the prob is i dunno where and what to tattoo
got a lot of suggestion.
but i narrow it down to
-shoulder blade
-arm (which is commented quite painful from friends)
-above butt crack. (recommended by nelson)

i think is either shoulder blade or above butt crack
but i dunno what design. thought of something cartoon
but mummy say i'll regret.
den tot of butterfly. also got others la.
but no rush anyway. cos gotta wait fer attachment money to come in before i get to tattoo.
haha.
mom and i was drinking last night.
den told her i dun need to ask her help me buy alcohol anymore
actually i tot she was gg to scold me or something like that
BUT, she said
den u better bring along ur IC cos u dun look like 18. look more like 13
wth!! nv scold me still say i dun look like 18.
insulting*
but nvm la. at least she trust me :)

school is FUN
haha. had presentation. so 2 down 2 more to go.
:)
had fun doing presentation.
and old mdm GAH show an example onhow to use condom -.-''

and i wan TATTOO
pls give me some suggestion on what to tattoo.
okok?
gg to eat dinner now. and contiune to search fer a perfect design!

school is boring. LOL.
and i skip lesson again.
someone please find motivation fer me
i'm getting lazier.
anyway.
upload and edit photos.







am real slow to find out a wonderful function in my cam. which is the macro thingy. i think most of the digital cam wil have this function. it is the button with the flower thingy. this photo is without macro























this is with macro. i can even see all my figer lines. cool huh?!































hee. this is what i did during boring lectures

old mdm GHA! LOL was suppose to be taking measurement of infant. yet. wedid this kind of thing.

do i look like malay? LOL. wawa did mention i sing abit like malay














ZA and me. i think my hair will suffocate the poor baby in her arm.















the girl in the mirror















haha.
promises* will not skip lesson again. i wanna get straight As and be a nerd. gg to do last editing of my project now. see ya guys







i miss P17, JERC2KS and my L02. sigh.

i'm happy today
but somehow my heart felt heavy
becos i lost u guys.
anyway.
the past one year(240406-240407)
was my fav year so far.
made some friends
and lost some
found new interest
and lost some
anyway.
am really glad that heartach-ing will all be over
as long as i smile
and laugh
and i believe all this will be over.
haha.
funny. when i wanted to give up i cant
yet when i didnt think about it it just happen
haha.
nvm. i believe my life still can be very happen-ing
and i seriously wish u guys all the best. :)


-i'm a jinx

if i can go to school at 10.30 every monday.
will i get to see u again?
hmm.
its been one week since i saw u.
and seeing u today really make my day
hee.
had lunch with phine today
after that went fer lecture.
was release early
and manage to hang out with EC2KS
fer awhile before gg home.
edited photo ytd.
and it turn out funny.
haha. tml will have lunch with phine again ba
den need to wait another 1 hr fer lecture.
:) working on fri.
cant wait.
cos i seriously need $$
alright. gg to watch dvd now.





-i'm not good at solving prob.

recently found a touching malay love song.
call 'my heart'.
omg. so sweet and touching lar.
haha :)
feeling quite sian now. tml got sch
:) or :(
i'm still waiting fer u to call

alright. finally finish posting everything
wahahaha
erm. actually i dunno what happen to me lately
is like even though i'm surrounded by lots of people i still feel very lonely.
well.
i guess dat happen once in awhile
and i found a job :)
i need $$
and i have finish 2 projects already :)
left one to be presented on week 4.
woot~
iwanna be a nerd
like real. LOL
i wanna fish, watch movie and eat ichban. u own me one. i dun care.
sigh...... i know i'm selfish. but i really dun wanna care anymore. sick of thinking of everyon else beside myself.







my head like so big. but its cool man :)

the cost of the helmet = the skin of the hand
:(

"okok. let's this pic nice nice hah" wx

''no prob bro" zh and keong

"ay. where is cs?" me

"we dunno lei" keong, hao and xiang

LOLLOLOLOLOLOL

guess which hand is whose.

no wonder they say bro is united

alright. finally got time to upload my photos. this is the first half. i'll upload the second halfs later.
finally first week of school is over. hmm. got alot of feelings. but i think its ok. and i hope everyone will enojy their weekend!

























my cute rabbit




















geeta and me!













first day of sch!!
josephine, xueling, hanlee and me.
LOVES*














aishah and wawa
MY NEW CLASSMATES~














xueling and her xiao mei -.-'', me and hanlee
and yup. xueling's xiao mei is piglet. -.-''















my child which i had with my qin fu












my poor qin fu is hospitalise >.<












this is what u should do when u're having long hours of break.









disappointed.
i didnt know it'll hurt dat much.
no one told me.
not gg to cry.
its not gg to help anyway
summary is EVERY DAMN THING IS NOT THE FUCKING SAME ANYMORE.
and maybe i'm the one who is changing.
not u, u and u.
whoever u are.

fun week
sentosa was fun. but the ride home is not
atachment is getting better although everyday doing shitty job
which remind me I STEP ON SHIT TODAY
lol
caught number 23 with joseph and haimeng.
and we got a free box of cheese sticks :)
after movie went to walk walk
and we had dinner at the kopitam @ youth park dere
the kangkong and stingray is nicey~
there are super lame. LOL
anyway. tml last day of attachment le.
hmmm. i think i sort of like ward 46.
and i think this is the last time we are having attachment again.
why np so cruel....
sigh..
hope tml after attachment we are gg somewhere.

all right
i'm finally free to blog.
case study done.
and fer the next five days of attachment i'm gg to slack like hell
LOL
it seems like sunshine to me now
no feeling of emo-ing
and dearest. i'm not MIA
just dat i need some time to myself
and tml
sentosa with loves~ JERC2KS
misses lots.
i'm not in the same grp as them.
not even same lectures.
am i drifting away??
saddening~
i like attachment!!
haha. abit siao
but i enjoy this time round more
maybe cos my darlings are all with me.
esp XL.
feel like back to pri and sec sch.
LOL.
and dat is long long time ago.
gg rain soon~~~
i wan to go swim de lei.
gg to one yr le.
feeling does nt fade
it increase
omg....
wdv :P
erm. this is such a random post.
just want to post something to let everyone know i'm still alive
:)

jielinYO.




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