CK & me :DD look at his cock face.


LEXYYYY & me. botakbotak.


LIHYEEEEEE & me. <3 ah ma forever


MEEEEEEE aka FATTTTTIMAH. in GAP kids hoodie.

alrighty.
i went shopping on thurs with tou & cloudie.
then i bought one hoodie & two cute panties from topshop.
tou bought 2 shirts & cloudie bought one blazer.

went to bunk to meet hanx & hao & little for dinner.
& homed.

friday!
woke up late. and i didnt get to welcome back del.
)):
headed down to bunk to meet tou & cloudie.
and the others came one by one.

played cpl with hitooooooooooo.
lol. we know each other less than 1 hr and we started to scold each other.
:D
audi all the way and no dota.
went to have dinner with qiqi & hito.

after bunk, we went down to cine to watch bride wars.
<3333333333333 fucking nice.
MUST WATCH HOR.
after movie went qiqi hse fer mj session & i won $7!

homed ard 5pm.
:D

xoxo



went qiqi hse fer mj session!

and i was losing all the way till tou came and sit beside me.
GODLIGHTTTTTT.
win and win and win.
(:
thanks tou <3

went home from kallang and cab fare less than $20!
wahahahahas. i tot $20 plus plus.

anywayy, shopping later :D
blog again soon(:

xoxo

tags replied:

clar ; hehehe. 2 hearts is more than enough le. dont be greedy. happy cny!

touran ; dota is a game only. I AGREE! &&& thanks fer bringing me luck. happy cny <3

qiqi laoda ; babe! meet up soon and dota ((:

yanling ; HAHAHAS! i knew she will be back before cny. lets go bird park :D HAPPY CNY!

guest ; i kinda know who you are. i think. anywayy, happy cny!

del! ; OMGOMGOMG HAPPY CNY! SEE YOU SOOON <3333>

new phone!

but i super noob cos i dont know how to use it!
anywayy, i bought white cos i think i kinda match my mp3.

both white and touch screen.
:D

going out later!
hope my new phone dont die on me later cos i haven charge yet!

xoxo

WAHAHAHAHAS.

just now i went to deposit money.
then i realised i got 140 bucks extra!

wtfwtfwtf.
i dont know come from where.
but i sibeh happy!

okayy. this is a random post.

xoxo

i just finished reading half blood prince.

&&& i fucking hate snape.
fuck you & your smelly oily face.

cried like fuck.
)):

anywayy, i am in luck!
gamble with my relatives.
start with 5 bucks. & i won 50 bucks!
yay. new year is all abt gambling!

cant wait to go shopping :D
cant wait to get back to school tooo :D
have been sleeping too much this few days.

alrighty.
going to sleep.

xoxo

somehow i always end up thinking about you at the weirdest moment.


HAPPY CNY!
i just woke up from a 12 hrs sleep.
:D
damn shiok.

daddy is super duper generous this year.
my ang bao is 3x of last yr.
:DDDDD

anywayy, headed out for some last mins shopping ytd with mummy & aunty.
& i bought 2 hairbands from helen again.
:D

alrighty.
kinda lazy to update.

xoxo

ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR!

its tiring. trying my best to learn dota.
yet, i get was discouragement.
nah, dota truly isnt a game fer me i guess.

back from sch yo!

i woke up late again.
but i reached sch half an hr earlier.
know why?! cos i didnt make up!
& i was kinda lazy to wear contacts so i end up looking really shagged.

school is only fer 2 hrs. supposely to start at 12.
but in the end we started ard 12.30.
& end at 1.15
:D

went to popular to shop for notebook & pens.
ITS THE TIME OF THE SEM AGAIN.
)): i need to study earlier cos will be going genting during study week

headed home & tadah!
going study soon.

xoxo

p.s: love is nothing but a lie. you are nothing but a dream.

shoes shopping today!

went classsss.
i overslept yet i reached school on time.
:D
class is boring as usual. but managed to pass the day with chats from the wonderful ladies.
PIERCING TIME!
ayu: snake bites.
mizah: navel.
cassy: tongue.
jielin: lip, eyebrow, navel!

hahahahas. i am super greedy.
but will proceed with navel first?
or lip.
idontknow!

anywayy, went far east to shop.
omgomgomg.
after like so many mths of nagging, i finally bought a pair of vans!
heartsssssss. &&& tou bought her fifth pair of shoes tooo :D
btw, i bought another pair of heels fer cny.

i saw like 2 pairs of nice heels!
& i cant wear.
FUCK MY FOOT!
so big for what shit :[

went bunk. as usual.
audi & dota :]
had dinner at hk cafe & homed!

tmrtmrtmr.
class and homed to sleeeep.
fri shall be going to watch inkheart!

alrighty.
i wanted to post photos. but damn blogger.
OH YA! PLEASE GO AND WATCH CHANGELING.
FUCKING TMD NICE.

xoxo

p.s: i saw you in my dream once again. & we were smoking & joking like the past.
yet i found myself woke up with tears. when is this going to stop.
i cant go on anymore. for the last time, i hope you were in my life.

honestly.
i am scared of facebook.
that guy actually found me in facebook!
wtfwtfwtf.

*breath in * breath out*

anywayy, daddy gimme me hundred bucks!
am going out later.

xoxo

p.s: i was playing bu &&& full combo somemore. my dad came in with a S$10000 note.
& IT TOTALLY DISTRACTED ME. wtfomfg~ $10000 @@

omgomgomg.

am in sch yo.
anywayy, i saw yanling in bugis ytd!
i cant believe i forget to blog abt it man.

i miss her.
)): her hair is coolshyt btw.
permpermperm is <3
i wanna have long hair.

anywayyyyyy, am going to shop alone later.
i think?!

alrighty.
gotta do work now.
<3

xoxo

i wanna see that cute guy again!

shopping today!!!

wake up super duper early like 9 am?!
when i slept at 4am.
read harry potter & had brunch.
& off to sch.

on the way, i gave in to temptation.
& i bought kent futura )):
i was so determined to quit.

met hanisah in the bus.
talk abt coincidence :DD
had class & blah.
& off to bugis!

after round & round of walking.
i finally bought a dress from limus blue.
<3
luckily i bought something, if not i have the feeling xiong will wanna kill me or something.
he was complaining i am too picky.
><

after that headed down to ps.
usual things. audi & dota.
slacked with tou, cloudie, little, xiong, astrocow & jonjonjon till 11 plus.
erm, asked jonjonjon abt something. & my mood was zzzz.

butbutbut. ahem.
i saw a cute guy on the bus! & he live near me.
asdfghjkl. lucky to the max.
((:

alrighty. am going to audi.
i wanna chiong ahhhh~

xoxo

del! see you next fri. imy!

omfg.
i download all bigbang album i have been missing.
and it is like 1 album. 1 mini album. 1 jap single.

woooooot.
bigbang is love.
i can feel the love is coming back.

((:

xoxo

p.s: my nose is gg to drop any moment.

wellllll. i change this blogskin on my own.
i mean all the colours etc etc etc.

am having a runny nose now.
i hope it will not worsen into a full blown flu tmr.

i wanna play dota! *whines*

xoxo

ever since the holiday i have been doing nothing productive.
everyday of my life involve dota or audition or simply just slacking with friends.
not that its not enjoyable but i am graduating soon.
well, in another 6mths.
& another one mth in sch i will be out in the clinical area fer the 4mths.

its nerve wrecking thinking abt the 14 weeks long of prcp.
i am sure i am quite competent in handling cases.
afterall, the practise during the last dec attachment had been a great help to me.
but on the other hand, i am more nervous about handling people.
in the clinical area, you face alot more other beside patients.

sisters, consultants, house officers, cleaners, enrolled nurses, OT/PT, pharmacists & of cos other staffs. and well, they might be other prcp students from nyp as well.
the thought of interacting with others is a turn off for me.

well, i thinking i am freaking out too early.
prcp is mid of april btw.

oh ya. might be heading off to genting in mid feb.
depending on the prices & timing.
seriously, i want to do well for exams.
especially the result for my common test is so far the best in the past 3 years.

alrighty. enought of this mindless ranting.
just trying to get some pressure off me.
i am just so clueless abt the future.
& its not like me.

xoxo



ever since the fight i saw during christmas.
I HAVE BEEN SEEING FIGHTS MORE THAN I DO IN MY WHOLE 19 YRS.

after christmas, i saw one at paradiz.
& today another one in BUS.
motherfuckers.

&&& best part was i am sitting right in front of them.
initially they were only laughing and talking very loudly.
so i just turn & peep at them.
guy A was sticking his feet into guy B face.
zzz. so i turned back.

the next thing i know.
guy A was beating guy B up.
COS GUY B TICKLE HIS FEET.
LIKE WTF.

somemore the friends didnt even attempt to stop the fight until 2 aunties came over.
thanks goodness fer those kaypoh aunties.
if not i am sure they will accidentally hit me or something.

anywayy, i think i need to go temple soon!
hardcore bad luck.
but my orge's multicast have been coming out like freeeeee.
^^v i need to buy 4D man.
play 1 game with public today. & well, pure luck(:

alrighty. tmr is friday again.
no lesson! i am gonna slack the whole day away.

xoxo <3

i officially give up on my dota.
so no more dota for me.

will not be updating.
will not be going online.
i am locking myself up.

ALRIGHTY.
am feeling much much much better :D
wanna know why?

first. i was so emo ytd cosssss.
my family thought i stole my brother's money -.-''
&&& i super angry luh.
but i sorta hack care. & i quarrelled with mummy until she got nothing to say.

this morning i woke up & i saw my dad msg me telling me sorry!
wtf. i actually cried cos my dad never admit his mistake before.
this is the blardy first time okayy.

second. i went to dye my hair due to something bad happen last night.
&&& i am blardy emo shyt to the max.
little scolded me during dota. not exactly scold. but to me, it is )):
so i decided to cheer myself up! like what i do everytime i got dumped.
BUT. i didnt cut the hair la.
cut somemore botak le.
anywayy, my hair is freaking light brown.
zzz. AM GOING TO DYE BLACK SOON!

third. DEL IS BACK IN SG!
wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.
<3 her to the max.
&&& she say my audi improved alot!
of cos luh. i spent 2 hrs training chances. ALONE!
cos they in E1. i still cannot go in)):

fourth. I <3 HARRY POTTER.
okayy. this is just a very random shyt.
LOL.

okayy.
i wanna thank alot of pple.
toucloudielittlexiong fer playing dota with me even thou i sux at it.
actually also not alot. oh ya!
deldeldeldel fer her care & concern.

okayy. conclusion!
I <3 TOUCLOUDIEQIQILITTLEDEL~~~

xoxo
:D
*freaking good mood*

i cant sleep!
and i need to reach sch by 12.30
fking great.

was watching audi-ing, harry potter-ing & msn-ing.
i want an unicorn or owl as a pet!
lol.

was msn-ing with lihyee just now.
& we talk from sex to food to sch to bfs.
LOL. i <3 that crazy girl luh.

its 7 plus now.
i am freaking hungry & not in the right mind.

shall go & have a bit of rest.
lovesloves.

xoxo


was play audi at home with del, shaun, hanx & xiong before i went out.
I MISS DEL )):

went bunk & chat with lihyee before others come.
little went to meet his soon-to-be gf while we had dinner at foodcourt.
wtf. the duck soup imba de salty.

went back bunk & play audi with tou, cloudie, hanx & del.
after that play dota.
i <3 orge. although super ugly.
LOL.

bus-ed to cine & we watch passenger.
DAMN NICE LOH.
i cried twice i think.
when she thought it was her sis who died.
&&& when she remembered what happen on the plane.
halfway the movie, i turned to hanx & asked is this horror movie.
LOL
the ending is sweet.

slack outside cine with hanx & xiong & little & his soon-to-be gf
chit chatted.
& bus-ed home while hanx & xiong cabbed home & the couple go down evo.

played audi.
helped little to couple.
lolol. he took 4 songs. that time i only take one song loh.

play br with xiong till 7 plus 8 then sleep.

not gg out today.
too tired.

xoxo

my heart. listen to me please.
dont pump 10x faster the next time i saw him.
even thou i didnt see him for 1 week.
dont pump 10x faster when he is standing next to me.
even thou his smell is still the same, dont get excited.
dont pump 10x faster when he play audi with me.
even thou i missed him so much.

jielin, please give up & wake up.
dont dream on.
let go. free urself.

he is not everything.



sorry to tou cloudie & little.
sigh.
sucha a bitch i am.

am really in a very bad mood these few days.
& i dont know why.
issit because of the fact that i know you block me in msn?

i promised myself try not to think abt you.
& i really did. at least i didnt dream of you anymore.
you are gone. gone from my life. i dont need you to survive.
but every now and then, everything surrounding me will bring back memories.
& i hate it.

i hate it when i sit on the bus remembering your calls & smses.
i hate it when i go bunk remembering you teaching me dota.
i hate it when i go to the toilet remembering you wiping away my tears.
i hate it when i go evo remembering all our times over there.
i hate it when i walk alone from ps to cine remembering the day i scold you fuck you, & i really meant it.
i hate it when i sleep on my bed remembering you slept on it before.
i hate it when i play beat up remembering the way you trained my techno party.
i hate it when i hear the reason playing along the street remembering it is your fav song.

last of all, i dont hate you.
but i hate myself for loving you.
i simply sucks to the core.







today.
i very attitude.
i dont know why.
maybe i having pms.

but i am also abit happy.
MY FIRST KILLING SPREE.
:D
maybe is tyco? i dont know cos very luan.
but still! killing spree!

& i am abit sad.
play so long le then now only killing spree.
&& nv improve.

maybe i really not suitable to play dota.
simon, hao, lex & him got tell me b4 not to play dota.
but i dont really care so i really tot i can improve & prove them wrong.
but i beginning to doubt myself.

BUT I SHALL NOT GIVE UP.
to prove them all wrong, i am going to play everyday.
&&&& pwned them.
HAHAHA, SEE YOU ALL STILL CAN SAY I NOOB ANOT.

but i really really must thank little,tou & cloudie.
everynight the dota sessions.
imba can. i think i better than b4 liao.
but still cmi.

aiya. i dont know what i saying.
but i am happy to have my first killing spree.
^^
&&& thanks to the 3 of them. i can survive in dota till now.
arbor i think i quit long time ago.
((:

<3333

xoxo

went shopping with the usual peeps.
its been the 4 of us ever since i started my holidays.
<3333

everyone bought something beside me *groan*
well, am super looking forward to next week when mommy is bringing me to shopping.
toutou bought one pair of shoes.
cloudie bought a pair of jeans, 1 shirt & 1 belt.
little bought one pair of jeans & i teeshirt.

down to justacia fer dinner.
&bunk.
I AM FINALLY LEVEL 16 :D
okayy. damn happy.
thanks tou & cloudie <3

dota.
& i am such a noob.

homed.
tmr will be a busy day.
)):
i hate busy days.
i prefer to laze ard & slack.

outta here.

xoxo


my new chair & wardrobe is coming tmr.
thanks mummy & daddy ^^
no more messy clothes hanging all over.
<3

my spring cleaning will be over once i settle all my stuffs tmr.
weeeee~
am going to transfer the last few files from lappy to my desktop then i will be out.
going to bugis to meet the gang.
<3

xoxo

<3333 MUMMY& DADDY


finally everything is done fer the desktop.
thanks to cloudie, lihyee & little fer helping me.
in the end, nothing is wrong with the sound card.
but the speaker.zzz

slept fer 2 hrs plus just now.
& feel much better.
not so emo le.
but am super hungry & craving fer mac donald.
shall go down to buy after blogging.

tmr going to buy chair & cupboard with my mummy then gg sch.
12-2
shiok.

alrighty.
outta here.

xoxo

i hope you were just a dream.

alright.
its been days since i feel so unhappy & irritated.
&&& the prob is i dont know why!

maybe its because i am hungry now?
or maybe its cos i wanna go out but no one jio me.
or maybe its because the sound card gt prob.
or maybe its becuase my dad gave the logitech keyboard to my bro & gave me a lauya one.
or maybe because i played dota fer almost one mth & still no improvement.

URGHHHHH.
FRUSTRATED.
OUTTA HERE

okayy.
am super duper happy.
cos i managed to installed dota & msn in my desktop.
&&& firefox.

i used to ask pple help me de lo.
zzzz
anywayy, am left with the speaker thingy & the languages thing and i am done.
desktop is much much more better than lappie man.
<3

alright.
super duper tired.
going to rest now.
continue tmr.
anywayy, i can dota le. JIO ME PLSSSSS.

xoxo

sometimes i wonder. how are you now? & i think i am kinda dumb to think of you. but i cant let it go so easily. afterall, i was spending most of the time with you during the attachment & holidays. but i still wanna say FUCK YOU :]

so i got my new desktop.
BUT.
its not literally new as my dad bring it home from his company.

something wrong with the speakers.
or is the sound card.
i dont know.
)):
i am sure an IT idoit man.

anywayy, went sch ard 1 plus today fer survey.
&&& i manage to finish all.
thanks to phine & mark.
<333

after sch, chiong down to cathay fer dinner.
had aston's black pepper chicken.
my first time.
NICE! the baked potato is imba shyt.

went bunk & dota & headed home.

am so tired cos of the desktop & busy transferring stuffs from my lappie to desktop.
outta here to do work.
)):

xoxo




yay.
just finished a game with tou.

heros i hate.
-EARTHSHAKER!
-SAND KING!
-viper?
-nevermore or something like that. the black shadow thingy.
-tiny. not tiny at all loh -.-
-the hero that look like creep.
-the hero that look like tower -.- i cant tell the diff.

i think thats all.

heros i love.
-CRYSTAL MAIDEN.
-LR!
-PUCK!
-the hero that look like panda. cuteeeeee

okayy.
lolololol.
am toking to del in msn & i just realised something.
go figured out my title.
i think tou shld be can guess dao.

long day tmr.
zzz

outta here
xoxo






i reached home ard 3 am ytd when i left the grp ard 1 plus.

ponyo is super nice to watch.
i dont mind watching another time.
so pple who want to watch pls jio me along.

after ponyo, we had lunch at kfc & headed down to taka's kinokuniya.
stayed there fer one and an half hr.
it was pretty fun((:

when to bugis junction's mos burger and slacked fer another hr.
went to alice's.
& guess what!

little wear lolitha more chio than me can.
jealous to the max luh)):
but we were also laughing our asses off.

headed to bunk.
AUDI.
wapiang. so long nv audi le.
fun fun fun when alot pple is playing.
(:

dinner then dota.
i hate fuck up pple who only aim easy kill.
dont tell me you all never kenna aim before.
fuck up.

slacked at smoking area then finally homed.

cried & cried & cried.
no point i guess.
but tears just wouldnt stop.
so ya, FUCK YOU BACK THE SECOND TIME.

going granny's hse.

xoxo

woot.

been up since 8 plus in the morning.
cant sleep.

am looking for a happier blogskin.
the current one is love but too emo for me now.
i need to be happier.
^^

well, am preparing to go out in 45 mins later.
movie with toutou,cloudie&little.
& it will be bugis afterward.
(:

update soon.
i am too lazy to upload photos.
:P

xoxo

thanks to tou,cloudie,little & qiqi for listening to me whine.
to cheer me up.
to advise me.
for the past week.

JIELIN HEART YOU ALL DEEP DEEP.

no more emo-ing le.
i have move on.

i have been meeting up with tou,cloudie & little for every single day.
& with them, i feel truly happy & unhappy stuffs is like further away.

xie xie ni men.

movies,steamboat & dota-ing.
little is the best(:
he is ALWAYS patient when teaching me dota.
((:

hao de.
need to go sleep early cos tmr long long day.
12pm meet cine fer movie.
STEAMED!

xoxo



i have been tagged by toutou :D
this look fun thou.


1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
缺氧 杨丞琳

o.o dont understand at all.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Baby I'm Sorry - Tae yang

LOLOLOL. whatever.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Quando Quando Quando - Michael Buble & Nelly Furtado

i cant stop laughing now.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mad About You - BigBang

sigh, i am not some maneater luh.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
不潮不用花錢- JJ Lin

wow. finally something make sense.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Gimme More - Britiney Spears

....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
理想情人 - 杨丞琳

maybe? but kinda eerie. no no no incest ok.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Pieces of Me - Britney Spears

lololol.

WHAT IS 2+2?
周杰倫 - 從新愛

HUH?!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Dilemma

she intro-ed me this song. LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Me Love - Sean Kingston

<3

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Cry all night - shino lim

wtf G.G true.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
会吸呼的痛- fish leong

wtf. how come all so emo-ish one?

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
We belong Together - Bigbang

^^ i like this.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
When you're gone - Avril Lavigne

sad to say. but its true. i am always not at home o.o

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
sorry - gummy

LOLOL. bu yao can. wedding still emo.

OK!WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
ri bu luo - jolin cai

wtf. then funeral play happy song _l_

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
VIP - Bigbang

lolol. being treated like a VIP. not bad not bad.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Bartender - T Pain feat Akon

lolol. free alcohol?

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
习惯失恋 - 容祖儿

CONFIRM

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
好好爱^O^ - BY2

G.G

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
熟能生巧 - JJ lin

???

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Jung Hyun Lee - Welcome To My Style

=.=

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
soulja girl - soulja boy

LOLOL

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Hate that i love you - rihanna & ne-yo

single till death. G.G

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Does Your Mother Know - Mama Mia OST

lololol. freaking me out now.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
ever ever after - carrie underwood

huh?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE
stop & stare - one republic

whatever man.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Ready to L.O.V.E - brown eyed girls

wowowowowow.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
唯一色彩 - 郭富城



finally done. not tagging anyone ^^

jielinYO.




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