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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

one more hr to new year.
& guess where i am.
i am lying on my bed right now.

guess i will sleep thru the countdown.
am getting too old fer it.
plus i saw him & my heart was beating 3x faster.
maybe thats why i am getting a headache.
too much excitement fer one day.

happy new year to everyone.
<3>

looking back

finally its the last day of the year.

actually there is nothing for me to look back.
because all my life i had been doing silly things which meant to be forget.
however, i cant do it.

no new year resolutions fer me too.
i cant keep it.

today will be clubbing most prob.

but who know, i might not even get my lazy bum out of the house.

alright.
no emo-ing on a new year eve.

xoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLARENCE
:D

you

^^
our steamboat.

72 hrs.

went to flyer today.
saw alot of the flyer-ers.
kinda miss them.
& managed to get refund back.
everything is finally settled.

headed down to bugis with tou.
& cloudie met us there.
0.0
cloudie bought alot of things today.
& she will be very shuai tmr.
(:

had dinner at the usual place.
& bus down to PS.
went to cotton on to shop but nothing caught our eyes.
so we went bunk.
& no one is there.
zzz

walked over to evo.
only cow there.
saw gerald & chatted with him.

tou&cloudie went off first with cos cloudie having a headache.
GET WELL SOON <3 stayed and chatted with gerald. off to had dinner with him.
& he sent me home.

well . tmr is the last day of 2008.
shld be gg clubbing.
but well, anywhere is good if you are with good company.
(:

shall continue to watch my drama.

xoxo

bad habits

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i realised.

when something happen to me, i will:

-wanna chiong audi.
-watch 2 or 3 dramas at the same time.
-cry unnecessary.
-eat ALOT.

steamboat is the sex

Monday, December 29, 2008

met little at junction 8 and we went arcade to find tou.
after cloudie came, we went to NTUC to shop fer our steamboat's ingredient.
the total bill came up to $47.
we bought like 3 packs of hotdogs and 2 packs of crabsticks.
& alot of other stuffs, obviously.

went to cloudie's hse and start preparing the ingredients.
FUN okayy.
lols.

start eating & talking.
(:
& i heard stories that wow me.
& stories that make me envious.

anywayy, halfway through, there was a blackout.
the hotplate we were using died on us.
& so we used ''another thing''.
have a guess.
i will post the pics next post.

headed to bunk & 2 games of dota and tadah!
safe in bed.

cried 2 times today.
once in mrt, when bella had to say those hurting words to charlie.
second in bus, when bella wrote the letter to edward.

well.
outta here to start on new moon.
tmr will be a long day again. gg to flyer with tou to get the refunds.
& down to bunk i guess.

xoxo

sleepless

am suppose to be sleeping cos i need to wake up early tmr.
but i cant sleep! urghhhh.

thanks toutou fer sending me the songs.
<333

&& cloudie.
i dont like ou de yang okayy)):

&&& little.
ur msn nick sibeh act cute.
:p

okayy.
shall read twilight till i fall asleep.
& its the first time i feel so happy having a pda
:D

xoxo

azabu sabo

surprisingly, i reached home by 11pm tonight.

met qiqi at cityhall mrt & we went to take a walk in raffles city.
ended up buying bubble tea & old chang kee.

met little at cityhall too.
& we stood there chatting for ard one hr while waiting fer tou&cloudie.

after they reached, we went up to the booth to make wishes fer the new year.
my wish is simple.
i wish to finish my diploma soon and pass out as a nurse.
earn more money.
& find a good bf.

del & hanx reached & they made wishes too.
went for to shop ard and finally decided to have our dinner at marina square.

so we walked over there & ate azabu sabo.
freaking nice.
and finally finish the night off by having drinks over at starbuck while i immersed myself into the world of edward cullen.

& tmr we will have steamboat at cloudie's hse.
^^

goodnight people.
hope everyone enjoyed the night as much as i do.

xoxo

new reads

Sunday, December 28, 2008

I GOT TWILIGHT IN MY PDA
:D

<33333

going to prepare now to meet the loves.

xoxo

twilight rock my ass :D

24 dec 08

went to far east to shop for sky's present first.
& headed down to ps fer qiqi's & lihyee's present&tou's&cloudie's present.
:D hope they like the presents.

waited fer tou to come from taka and we went LJS for dinner.
and back to bunk for dota!
i didnt play long thou. i ended up playing audi with holykun.
zzz.
and his friends. all marathon runner.
scores all 4x of mine.
)):

counted down at ps.
and we headed down to cine fer a late night movie.
and homed.

25 dec 08

woke up and slack abit and went evo.

26 dec 08

headed down to bunk.
dota!
not fair one sia.
everytime apsp, tou, cloudie & me confirm will grp tgt.
but nvm, just play only.
^^
i killed little 5 times. cos he let me kill him one.

after dota, we headed down to evo(as usual)
but halfway there, someone suggested gg qiqi's hse.
and so we ended up there.

watched porn, played hentai games & watched time machine.
& tou, cloudie and little left ard 4am.
so qiqi, sky aand me went to bed.
:D
homed ard 1pm the next day.

27 dec 08

slept till 6plus.
and slacked till 10 plus then tou msged me telling me they gg twilight.
so faster changed and chiong down to cine.

had a chat with tou.
and actually they knew alot stuffs!
horrors! but well, if you dare to do, why not just admit it :D

anywayy, TWILIGHT IS LOVE.
now i can start reading the book.
i totally heart edward's father.

homed after that. althought tou & cloudie keep gian me go evo.
BUT I NEVER HOR!

am gg esplanade later.
can finally see del!
<33333
and we gg chomp chomp fer dinner.
weeeeee~

xoxo

贩贱

Thursday, December 25, 2008

alright. dont know why, i just feel like spamming.
but anywayy, i was blog hopping.
& i realised actually sometimes girls are the who is more fan jian than guys.

so he love you first.
and he met someone new.
and he broke up with you.
so let it go. why hang on right?

but if he came back to you, ask you for patch.
and he refused to break up with the current gf.
will you get back with him?

i am almost sure most girls will do that.

why?
cos they hope he will eventually break up with the gf.
i think girls must have stuck in this kind of position once in their life.
and i was too.
but i was the one who let go eventually.
cos i was no longer naively thinking he will ONLY love me.

women is truly fan jian is all i can say.

not a very merry christmas

let me start with the unhappy things fer once.

i bid goodbye with the guys&girls and walked my way down to cine bus stop.
on the way there, there were screams & shouting.
and a whole big group of guys suddenly just run across the road.
and after a few seconds, another group of guys run pass, shouting '' we from 369, gangsters hor''

i was like -.- wtf
anywayy, they stopped at the youth park, and i saw one of them holding a swiss knife.
and i become x.x
i was praying hard that my bus came right at that instant.

i was scared to death.
my first encounter with such thing and i had to be alone.
i was hestitaing whether to walk over to the bus stop.
but i did it anywayy since its quite pointless to stand there.

anywayy, i just pretend there was no fight behind me and contiune to listen to mp3 and waited fer bus.
while there was a crowd watching what happen.
after a few mins, grps of guys running again.
followed by police.
end.

so this is my first gang fight or whatever shit it is.
and i never wanna experience that again.
so what if its true that they will not beat you.
but its just scary okayy.

no matter how tough i might look and i might look like a guy now, I AM STILL A GIRL.
which girl see this kind of situation will not scare.
its just drive me crazy when everyone start treating me like a guy.
)):

back to happier stuffs, THANKS TOUTOU WHO BOUGHT ME THE CUTEST CAT ON EARTH.
JIELIN love TOUTOU ALOTALOTALOT
& it was my only christmas present this year(:

proper update soon.
christmas is truly the season of giving.

& i hope that kuku like the things i gave him.
although he still treat me like shit, but i still heart him alotalotalot.
& i dont know why too.
its just crazy.
but i figured out, i cant be like this everytime, so time to stay far far.

xoxo

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

am going out now.
see ya aligators tmr(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS
<3

xoxo

random photos.

christmas decor in PS.
so pretty.

he sucks at smiling.

my super chio hair which didnt even last fer half an hr.

happy birthday khai(:
<3

cute ballon i found in disposal room.

this is what happen when too many people decide to go crazy tgt.
snowmen and snowomen

lols.
too bored.

khai, gracey and me!

random cute sponge i found in my toilet.

while cutting hair.
didnt feel any bu she at all.
just cut only.
black roots showing.
time fer dye soon!

pathetic 3 photos from chalet

i know i am real late.
anywayy, i took this photo cos i love lex's hair.
i tried styling. but i sucks.
>.<
i didnt know i caught his stupid looking face.
anywayy, he will be out today((:

xiong's pop out tattoo.
i was so amazed by it and i keep touching.
LOL
compare to jon's ant & worm, i prefer xiong's.
mainly cos it pops out.
LOL

my poor rabbit is being torture during the whole chalet.
being tossed ard.
and people snatching him from me.
)):
mummy force me to put it into the washing machine went i came home.
i can understand why.

7am or 7pm

some kuku called me at 7am.

kuku: where are you?
me: at home luh (siao, 7am not at home at your hse meh)
kuku: never go out meh?
me: you crazy ah. now only 7am.
kuku: HUH. wtf. i thought 7pm.

sometimes i just find him cute.
& i seriously dont know why.

finally

finally tou & cloudie came down.
it was hell.

i called ronald.
who called alot other people.
big thanks to ronald seeee.

anywayy, had chats with yanling & yonghan too.
we are all glad we aint working there anymore.

anywayy, its CHRISTMAS EVE.
<3

will be out whole day tmr.
daddy is gg buy desktop fer me.
<3
i got the weirdest family & i am sure sky agree with me.
hahas.

xoxo

and because i knew you cared a little.
thats enough fer me.
<3

the past

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

he found someone new.
i shld be happy fer him.

smile cos its not worth crying.
nothing in this world is worth your tears.
cry only fer yourselves.

i dont wanna be the old jielin anymore.
i wanna be nonchalant with everything.
and maybe i will be happier.

this is call life, i suppose.

flyer

poor tou&cloudie stuck in flyer fer 4 1/2 hrs

no news no nothing. i am freaking pissed!
hope they will be able to come down soon.

)):

ever felt like you had done alot of things fer this perosn and he/she did not appreciated?

fuck this shit.

i am not gonna do this kind of things again

holidayssssss

Monday, December 22, 2008

yay!

holidays is here!

went to meet qiqi,tou,cloudie&little on sat.
i was lost.
was supposed to meet at citylink.
i alighted bus from marina square.
happily walk and realised i ended up in suntec.
zzz

anywayy, they walked to suntec to meet me.
had dinner at pastamania.
and i didnt ate anything cos i wanna buy royce.
^^

after buying my royce, we walked down to esplanade.
chilled out by the bay.
had pieces of chocolates too.
damn shuang.
chit chatted and we bused down to bunk to meet the rest fer movie.

spammed call sky while waiting fer ck & jon to walk down from evo.
and while spamming call, talk to wieli & tianz.
finally that pig called me back after so many calls.
zzz

watched ip mun.
damn damn damn nice.
after movie, walked to evo.
and stayed till 11 plus and bused home.

I MISSED THE FUCKING STOP.
and ended up in interchange.
wanna take cab no cab.
)):

so bused home.

slept from 6pm till 12 noon today.
((:

going out later!
xoxo

p.s: thanks to tou & qiqi fer listening to me(:
<33

new skin

Saturday, December 20, 2008

YAY.

thanks tou fer the skin.

<3333333

alright.

out.

goona catch some wink before going out.

(:

xoxo

real update soon.

Friday, December 19, 2008

dota is a fucked up game.

when you lose, you feel dulan.

when you win, you feel gulity.

i am gonna stop playing dota.

&&& i am gonna stop loving you.

more dota

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

went down bunk AGAIN ytd.
&&& just nice we saw tou & cloudie <3

had dinner & we went down to evo.
we chatted alot of things.
mostly about r/s attitudes.
&&& some bitche which dont even worth mentioning here(:

but girl, stop fooling with people's heart.
and you played with the 2 impt guys in my life, you like playing with fire, dont you?

anywayy, played dota & audi.
&&& fer the first time in my audi life, i quarrelled with some retard.
&&& my 3254 finally reached 500K.
ahem, not tyco de hor.

went home ard 4am.
btw, never ever trust ck's going home.
he from 2 am say go home until i left he haven even left the game.
zzz

and sky msged me ard 11 am saying he still at evo.
he went home ard 7pm.
GODLIKE CAN.

alrighty.
am working am shift tmr.
gonna sleep soon.

i miss qiqi.
i miss del.

xoxo

i am lost.
i dont know how to stop.
just fucking tell me you dont like me & maybe i will give up.
)):
horrible~

if only

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

so it was cloudie's bday on sunday.
(:

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO YOU<3

went her hse to rot abit and down to chomp chomp where we had great laughters.
((:

monday was kinda normal.
except i did something i never expect i will.
but it kinda feel good after saying it out.

am gg out to meet sky now.
i wanna shop badly.

xoxo

issit love?
i dont know.
i dont wanna hurt myself again.

stars<3

Friday, December 12, 2008

sorry fer not blogging.

am tied up with family stuffs.

anywayy, I AM OFFICIALLY HAVING A FREAKING FLU.

and someone is nice enough to acc me go see doc.

although it remind me of someone's promise.

)):

anywayy, thanks to someone.

i have been out since 8am in the morning.

which is crazy.

during in the middle, we went to my house and have a nap.

and its more like he sleeping loh.

he is snoring & grinding his teeth.

went plaza to have a quick dinner and now i am at bunk.

tmr we will be gg to the cosplay event at expo.

fun!

hope to see lots of chio bu :D

okayy. gg to have dinner round 2.

xoxo

imy

stars

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

so i slept ard 3am in the morning.
& woke up 5am.

surprisingly i was in a ridiculously high mood.
for what fuck shit, i dont know :P

was practically hopping ard the ward.
laughing, joking and singing(:
i think lydia & gang cant stand me.
lydia always have SOB when she see me. and i really wonder why.

did the usually routine work.
which mostly consists of shit cleaning,serve meal, clean urine and more shit cleaning.

after work, went bunk.
supposely wanted to play audi.
but bunk has like 9873636 of peoples.

so i went PS to shop alone.
was intending to spend lots of money.
but end up buying one hairband only.

i think i am having hairband craze or something.
i have like 7 to 10 at home.
& i almost bought a 47.90 hairband today.

its freaking gorgeous.
but i cant bear to spend dat amt of money on that piece.

homed as bunk is freaking boring.
& i dont wanna go evo alone.

to end this piece of crap.
i wanna say.
i miss him.
like alot.

xoxo

evo

Monday, December 08, 2008

i am toning again.
crazy shyt.
&&& my mood is bad to the max.
tks huh stupid tian kong.

)):

dota is <3

Sunday, December 07, 2008

so its more toning & toning.

this week already ton 3 days.
wanted to ton tonight.
but too tired.
am gg out early in the morning tmr(:

am improving in dota.
thanks to stupid kuku.
ytd play 2 round with him.
1v1

he forced me like siao.
so abit improve.
((:

i <3 dota

xoxo

updating

Saturday, December 06, 2008

sorry fer not blogging.

so on thurs, i went bugis with tou,qiqi,lex&little.
cos stupid sky ps me):
asshole.
bought a knitted wear, a dress & a cute tee.

we had dinner & bused down to bunk & dota!
play 2 rounds.
one win one lose.

had BK & bused home.

ytd.
went bunk again.

&&& played audi with cass,wieli&sky.
cried.
then had dinner at ps.
which i didnt ate anything.
& cried)):

go back bunk, play dota with ai.
sky was teaching me.
& i played 1 hr plus.

went cine to watch bolt.
its damn nice can((:

walked down to evo.
WHICH IS SUPER FAR.

and play dota fer another 2 rounds & i totally diff grp from them.
GG.
but still quite fun((:

bused home in the morning and cried till sleep ard 9 plus):

totally no mood.
bye.

xoxo

p.s: dont think so much la kuku.
i dont think u have it.
if u still think u do, i;m gonna drag you down to polyclinic.

sadsadsad

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

dota is fun.

but i am a noob.

)):

maybe i shouldnt play dota?

craving statisfied

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

so i statisfied my craving for audi.
played fer 3 hrs.
:D

ck,hao,sky,lex & simon all playing too.
woot~
jitao shi shuang de lo.

tmr.
after attachment chiong go evo.
sky teaching me dota.

when i learn hao, i will go pwned my brother.
:D

okok.
tmr attachment ):

xoxo

audi

Monday, December 01, 2008

i wanna play audi.
):

痛

天空说得对。
才四天，感情有多深。

可是我就是放不下。

对我来说，你真的就是我的唯一。
不知不觉就过了一个星期。
没有你的消息也没看到你。

我以为痛会随着时间慢慢冲淡。
也以为没看见你，就会好过一点。

可是痛还在。
你也还在。

我真的不想这样。
一想到你，心就不知觉的痛。

我没有勇气去联络你。
就这样。