jessica tan wanru
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
my buddy at work!
jessica! this week is her last week in w63c.
i will miss her alot!
btw, i should start taking photos with people everyday.
am leaving in 2 weeks time!
omg. time flies.
12 weeks past without knowing it.
anyway, back to work tmr.
sue & linn will be with me!
loves. shall cam-whore.
xoxo
LKC
he just commented on my status.
:)
and i am happy.
cos today dinner is steamboat!
<3
xoxo
xingcheng
moomoo is a talented song writer plus singer!
hohohoho.
thanks for the song man.
its really nice.
anywayy, thanks for encouraging me!
i will not give up.
:)
enjoy your last day in 63c cm!
xoxo
p.s: hope you are having a good call right now.
i dont know
Monday, June 29, 2009
its amazing how someone's action can make my day.
& how it make me feel sad.
today its one of those sad days.
i dont know what i shld do anymore.
i think i cant do anything already.
& i am just gonna leave it.
i will miss you.
alot alot alot alot alot.
be my baby!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
me. moo.sue
moomoo look like xiaodidi. this world is so unfair.
anywayy, i am on morning tmr!
madhouse monday morning again!
and i love this blogskin currently.
hoho.
am active in blogging again.
maybe later when i am free i will upload photos.
meanwhile, fb-ing again.
(:
xoxo
e-d-i-t
okayy. i cant sleep.
wtfffff.
but am going to lie on my bed.
&
try to sleep.
3rd of non-smoking days.
JIAYOU!
home on a sat night
Saturday, June 27, 2009
was on msn earlier.
and had a conference chat with moomoo & shuyan.
heeeeeeheeeee.
damn funny.
anywayy, both of them are out now.
so back to bed and i think i has been sleeping for 20 hrs today.
cool! i just found out our ward fav's ST is engaged.
hahahas. congrats!
am going to sleep soon again.
hahas. i am so boring!
maybe i shld wait for pple to come online to talk to me.
aiyah. this is a nonsensical post.
back to my bed with harry potter & order of phoniex.
my 7th time reading it?
xoxo
e-d-i-t
suddenly rmb that on thurs moomoo was late for work.
& poor me has to do his shitty work.
LOL.
& he turned up to work in a cute hairstyle which made me literally LOL.
anywayy, am stalking you-know-who again.
((: fun night!
e-d-i-t e-d
hahahahahahahas.
was talking to jessica on fb just now!
we totally click and got damn lots of things in common!
anywayy, we got to know each other cos of one funny thing.
anita said loudly "so you like girls?!"
and jessica turn and look at me with the O.O look.
hahahas.
anywayy, she is leaving soon )):
why all my fav pple is leaving?! damn unfair.
hopeless
Friday, June 26, 2009
today is officially the last day for moomoo.
too bad he is on call.
hope you has a good call yo!
anywayy, bought a cake for him and let him share among the HOs.
and i asked him to help me pass you-know-who sweets.
but i guess he know its me.
anywayy, took some photos in the ward and i am super happy cos he came over and talked to me again!
yay! happy ah happy!
but everyone thinks i like moomoo.
NO NO NO! I LIKE LKC.
i doubt he will come visit my blog anywayy. so its super duper safe.
i almost give up and ask moomoo tell him everything.
but moomoo say i shld hang on. and dont give up.
but really is no hope already. he is gg 73. )):
sigh.
back to those dark days.
i wish prcp end NOW.
xoxo
slow & steady <3
Thursday, June 25, 2009
from watching in a distance.
to adding him in fb.
to having lunch with him.
to commenting status in each other fb.
to chatting in fb's chat.
to talking in person.
i am officially contented.
(:
he talked to me.
twice today! & both times he talked to me first.
cos i am simply toooooo hum. (like what moo moo say)
&&& he smiled at me.
how amazing these small lil things can make me happy for the whole day even thou it was crappy.
tmr is the last day.
no more walking purposely up and down the ward just to look at him.
no more looking ard anxiously during report taking in the morning to wait for his arrival.
no more wishing i have endo pt just so he will come for rounds.
no more walking to the disposable rm every 5 mins or so if he is in the mo rm.
no more motivation for work.
no more poking moomoo & screaming when he walked past our cubicles.
no more grinning like a fool in bus cos i know i will see him today.
my world is sinking.
sinking into darkness again.
life sucks.
i love fb
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
HE COMMENTED ON MY FB AGAIN.
super duper happy~
xoxo
EDIT
O-M-F-G
i just fb chatted with him!
omgomgomgomgomg.
the first time i talk so much to him.
i am super duper happy now.
weeeeeeeee.
HAPPY!
iam looking forward to work tmr!
xoxo
i wish you know
yoohooooo~
been busy again for the past few days.
anywayy, went out with moomoo & his gf on mon night i think?
went bpp for mos burger and a good long chat.
hahahaha!
then he was on call ytd again.
so met him for dinner.
which invite gossips again.
but duh! like i care.
homed & fb chat with saiful the kutu!
hahahas.
we were talking abt ways to die.
iv potassium bolus. + pethidine + morphine.
joys of being a healthcare professional.
you sure know the easiest and fastest way to die.
& not like the thousands of dumb ass in the world taking paracetamol.
which you will not die and most prob suffer with liver/kidney failure with the rest of ur life.
anywayy, found a new friend at work recently.
JESSICA TAN!
my fav OT to date.
hahahahas. we always make fun of each other.
dont miss me too much today.
anywayy, i had this brilliant idea.
&&& i am going to do it on friday.
wish me luck babeh!
alrighty. gonna go prepare to go out soon.
and to people who think nurses and doctors who cant be friend, fuck you alright!
hahahahas!
xoxo
p.s: haven been clubbing for almost 2 mths. yay!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
just read his blog.
i think its time for me to give up before i am too into him.
he commented on my status.
and i am so happy that i told quite a few pple.
but they dont understand how i feel.
i know this isnt going to work out.
but still, i am absolutely happy to being able to see him.
so i am looking forward to tmr
even if i had a very bad day, once i saw him i feel happier.
xoxo
Saturday, June 20, 2009
drew by mark. hahahas!
cute boh?!
anywayy, i am still thinking whether i shld go clubbing with lex and pple anot.
cos i still really wanna camp in fb.
and tmr i am working.
but i am dying of borednesssssss.
oh man.
and soh lay peng got her E71.
i am so jealous.
fuckkkk yoouuuuu :D
i gonna get mine soon.
idontcare!
to continue or not
been blog hopping ard.
&&& saw a few nurses blog.
it really make me think twice abt continuing.
going to grad in another 2 mths time.
& i am still clueless abt my future.
politics.
bitching.
back stabbing.
why cant these pple spend their time more on pt instead.
irrational love
Friday, June 19, 2009
seriously.
i have no freaking idea why i am hook onto him.
a single comment can make my day.
a wave & smile from him make me melt.
moo moo insisted to find better guys for me.
but i dont know why i just want him.
god. i must be crazy.
moo moo say 99.9% of the doctors dont go for nurses.
i confirm crazy.
but he truly is my only motivation for work now.
i can feel myself blushing everytime he walk past me.
thanks to moo moo i can have lunch with him.
even thou it will be the last time, but thanks.
gonna snap myself out of this dream.
he will never be mine.
only you <3
omfg.
i totally cant stand the bitchiness going on.
i was super happy today cos i added him in fb.
& he accepted! & he said i am familiar <3
& i keep smiling like an idoit on the way to work.
my mouth cant stop grinning! & i saw jolene in the lift.
& she ask why you so happy?
even she can tell loh. must be damn obvious.
anywayy, he gave me a big wave before work today.
HAPPY AH HAPPY!
& i had lunch with him <3333333
i keep complaining to moo moo today thou.
and he sent me home & we had a super long super long chat.
thank you moo moo! you will always be my best buddy in the ward now.
although you will be leaving me alone to die in another 1 week.
damn sad luh!
you think i am so free to care what you pple think?
as long as moo moo and me has a clean conscious then we will hack care what pple say.
& you know why he always ask me for help? ITS BECAUSE I DO IT WILLINGLY.
do you prefer to ask someone who do it with a smile & settle everything.
or someone who give you attitude & do a half done job.
ask yourselves. during the months i been there.
only certain pple taught me with willingly.
&&& you dont f-king scream at me when i had been helping the whole day.
& give me excuses like sorry, i am having a bad day.
I AM NOT A BIN FOR YOU TO VENT YOUR ANGER.
i really thought you pple are the nicest i could ever met.
but the bitchiness this few days made me change my mind.
i dont f-king care what you all think now.
i am gonna do my job & do it better than you guys.
&&& for pple who believe i will die in xxx.
HELL TO YOU. i will prove i can handle.
& you cant trust anyone in this career.
the only one you can trust is only you.
do everything yourselves even if you are going home late.
&&& dont bully moo moo to set plug & take bld anymore.
lazy asses.
poor moo moo. in ward, he bully me like hell.
but outside, he have to listen to my ranting non-stops.
&&& some more i keep calling him to ask abt someone.
moo moo. i own you big time okayy! next week when you leave, i will buy you lots of food!
k. enough ranting.
have a good call! at least you got your buddies with you <3
see you on sunday~
xoxo
p.s : & wtf is wrong eating lunch with HOs. its not as if i went with only 1 what. why is the meaning of you can do such stuffs after shift. its eating lunch at kopitiam for godsake.
i am seriously piss.
back & alive!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
awwwww. i feel so bad for leaving this space empty for so long.
but i am too tired to come online anywayy.
i officially managed to quit clubbing!
by this sun, it will be one mth since i last club.
woooooooooooooot. thou i am super tempted to club tonight.
my life is super boring i swear.
work.home.sleep.
but i went shopping a few days agooooo!
hahahahas. actually i am blogging now cos i was reading my notes in facebook.
and i saw a few funny one.
53. Would you date anyone from your work? hmmm. if there are more males nurses. or maybe cute ho,mo or consultant then yes. LOLOLOL.
damn funny. last time i thought doctors = nerd.
nowadaysssss, doctorssssss also smoke & drink de ok.
and play dotaaaaaa. and i swear they are damn pro.
and club! and scold vulgarities!
okayy. doctors are human too i guess.
anywayy, i am on night tmr! excited!
blog again soon, i try ><
xoxo
