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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Haiz. I think i depend on him too much le. Eat prawn he help me to pluck the shell. Eat chicken he help me to cut. Drink canned drink he help me to open. Everything also he help me to do. Now i'm a spoilt kid like tat. Everything also need him. How am i suppose to forget him like dat? To him i maybe a kid dat need his care. But to me tis is an act of care from him. It show me dat he actually care for me. How am i suppose to survive now dat i'm trying to get rid of him from my heart? I know i depend on him too much. I know i muz stop depend on him. But i dun wan. U may scold me stpuid or wad. But tis show dat he actually care for me. I'm falling deep. He called juz now. We are having supper tgt tonight. I need him alot. But i cannot like him CANNOT. AHAHAHAH. I'm crazy.
