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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

oops. haven been blogging fer 3 days.
i knew u guys miss me right?
LOL
anyway. have been skipping lessons since last week.
sort of gulity.
sigh.
i'm so lazy
anyway, I FORGET I'M HAVING TEST TML
okok. dat is random.
LOL
saturday is gonna be a happy day. lalala.
i dun care who, what,where and how to spoil my mood dat day
i'm gg to enjoy myself cos....
WE ARE GG TO DXO!
alright.
i knew u guys are jealous?
haha. anyway, i think this is gonna be a short entry cos my life is sooo boring nowadays,
BUT look forward to the post on sunday.
i sure it will be very exciting.
i gg watch twee liao.
looking forward to saturday cos u're gg.

take care peeps
GOODLUCK FER TML

Saturday, January 27, 2007

due to the encouragement i got from frens
i decide to give up.
not just saying only.
but proving it that i can do it.
cos i dun wanna get hurt anymore
and i also dun wanna hurt anyone
so ya. JIAYOU*3
i can do it.

omg. my mummy is so funny la can.
just now she open the red wine she bought long time ago.
den i said'u know hoh, actually i wan to ask u buy fer me de lei'
den she said' you go and buy urself la'
den i replied'but i haven 18 lei'
den she said' u just use ur finger cover up the 1210 can liao. show them ur yr'
LOL i think my mummy crazy liao. i never tot she will let me have alcohol until dat extend. its true dat she is the one who taught me to drink alcohol. but i never tot that she never worried i'll be drunk or something. feel so grown up. haha.
VERY SIAN AR!!!
this morning met phine ard 3+ we go mac sit down and slack till 5.
den i sleep until dunno what time.
all i can rmb is MY DAY IS VERY SIAN!!
omg. i never gonna do this kind of thing liao.
i really is eat den sleep den twee lo.
this is my boring saturday fer this yr.
althought this is only the 4th saturday of the yr.
my saturday always very happening lei.
see my post fer last saturday know liao. sigh.
feel kind of wasted to waste my pecious youth.
laterly i think alot abt my life.
and i came up with a conclusion.
u see huh. this yr i already 18 liao.
den i gonna grad soon.
and once i grad i confirm will become a nurse even though i wanna persude my degree.
cos degree need to have at least 1 yr exprience fer nurses ma.
den when i become a nurse, I GOT NO TIME TO ENJOY.
so....... since now i got the time i mus enjoy life to the fullest.
i wish u are by my side
i wish u are always dere fer me
i wish wad they say is true
do u rmb i say b4 everyday i also got thing to tell u?
everything dat i wanted to tell u is in this blog.
i blog everyday to tell u wad i wanna tell
but i think i no longer have the chance to do it.
sometimes i really want to give up.
too tired le.
tired of everything dat is about u.
this is a very wrong beginning in the first place
in the frst place we shouldnt have met
i shouldnt give u that present
u shouldnt intro me ur frens
are u tired?
cos i'm.

take care peeps
just let me die

Friday, January 26, 2007

you think i very free everytime msg u meh?
you think i bo liao send u all those msg mei?
you think i everytime ask u out den u give reason like u very tired i believe?
you think i feel very shuang hear u disturb me and zh?
i'm tired.
giving out everything
not that i wanted anything back.
but i thought u would at least appreciate it.
i thought u would know how i feel.
everyone can ask me to give him a chance but not u
everyone can ask me to forget u but not u.
tired le.
should have give up when everyone told me too
its too late now.
BUT nothing can make me too sad fer too long.
Looking extremely forward to this weekend.
i wanna relax myself totally and not really want to think of anything, anybody except me, myself and I
i'm so gg to pamper myself to death this weekend.
hahaha. anyway.......
everyone have their fair share of up and down.
one of my fren(who shall remain un-name)
is emo-ing now. i know it is stupid to say aiya. quit emo-ing
cos u'll not. just hope dat u'll be back to ur old self soon and be da happy and bullying =p fren back.
anyway, my plan fer the weekend include
eating,
sleeping,
twee-ing,
shopping,
go movie &
hang out with family.
hope i can stick to this plan as i'm famous fer last mintue planning.
i really wish to go out with u. alone fer one last time

take care peeps
pls love me like how i love u

Thursday, January 25, 2007

oh my gosh. gg crazy over sawi
i know this is suppose to be easy. but i had difficulties.
and so i shall begin my journey.
3+ : tian bu la.
4+:banana cruch cornflakes with HL milk
5+:dinner
6+:yogurt
7+:sleep
9+:fried drumstick and ribena
NOW: yogurt
and later i will eat chocolates and potatos chips and my banana crunch cornflakes
and drink milk tea. i feel like a pig. haha. but i will jiayou fer the sake of my 50 percent fer my sawi.

take care peeps
how i wish u are here to save me.

i'm a happy gal :)
Finally took time to post photos up. ^___^
happy memories. well. maybe some unhappy ones too.
finally finish FON presentation today.
goodluck to those who is having tml
Tml gg to have SAWI presentation and FON quiz.
SIAN AR.
i love da way u make me happy
den still left pharmacology
sigh* jiayou jiayou
i misses u like hell. when can i see you again?
oh ya. BENJAMIN invites me to his b'day.
*excited* he still rmb me!
haha, ok la. gg to eat liao. mummy cook my fav dishes. try to blog again tonight
jiayou fer work

take care peeps
JIAYOU*3

I <3 THEM* CECILIA 17th B'DAY

MY BABE*

HAPPY 18th B'DAY LILING*

TING ME

SEN TING ME XIANG

YOU ME

PIG SEN PIG ME

YUN HUI ME

ACTING CUTE AND BLUR SOTONG *lol*

2 ACT CUTE UNCLES

CHIO BU FROM CAR SHOW*drool*

CHEERS TO ZHONG HAO 24th B'DAY*

CHANG SEN WEIXIANG YITING ME
zhong hao's b'day and KBOX

JERCCK in school uniform

WEIXIANG ME

ESTHER ME HAPPY NURSES DAY

this smile is fer u :)

KADIR ME CONGRATES*

NICOLE, ME NAQIAH RACIAL HARMONY DAY

i hate u :(
today = very sian
wonder wad is da purpose of gg sch now.
but tml and fri still got lots of things awaiting fer me
i dun ever wanna see you again
sighs. pls stop saying you should try who knows
true. but i can't convince myself
i know who i like very well
stop loving him. i know i can do it but i need time
i know i should talk to him. but i dun dare.
wad if we just stop becoming frens?
they are all important to me. sigh.
y u cant understand my feeling ? u should know better who i like
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
feeling so.. pissed off
maybe fer once i should consider how i feel instead of how other pple feel.

take care peeps
jiayou fer all who is having exam soon*

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i'm a happy gal bcos of u :)
so tired. went shopping with my HSN darlings.
bought
- 1 pair of shoes
-1 bag
-1 dressy top from topshop
-1 watch
-1 jeans
wahaha
dun ever sleep in class. study hard.
den take bus home and something happen.
but nvm.
how i wish u were dere to protect me
still got NR and SAWI haven do
sigh. it is tough being a nurse.
ok la. tomorrow gg class early in the morning cos i dun wanna kenna debarred(?)
sigh
even though u got enough fats to protect u but PLS RMB TO EAT. and i'll always pray dat u'll have an easy day

take care peeps
pls study hard

Monday, January 22, 2007

i'm a happy girl :)
gosh. gg to have a busy week again.
tuesday- shopping with laypeng
wednesday-maybe gg out with keong
thursday-shopping again
friday-shopping with hanlee
haha. gg to stop skipping classes.
now watching a super horrible movie.
still thinking whether to skip class tml anot.
i mean SAW. cuz can skip one time ma.
hmmmmmmm.. i'm so amazed by that show. Apocalypto.
pls dun watch it if u have a weak heart.
wad are u doing now?
okok. gg back to my twee.
talk again soon.
oh ya. assignments. shitty man. 1500 words~ sigh

take care peeps
study hard

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i got a song in my blog. woot~ thanks fengling. this song says all my feeling. sigh.

just contact me will u. tml sch. presentation. lectures. practical. just give me anything to let me forget everything.

a part of me is gone with u

24 hrs
dunno how is he doing. dunno wad he is doing. i muz do wad i said this time. maybe until everything is over i can face him again. maybe we can go back wad we use to be,
maybe not.

a part of me is gone with u

i wanna cry and cry and cry and cry and cry...........

8 hrs
things dat happen last night seem so far away. 12 hours ago, i was still happily dancing and take photos with him. 12 hrs later de now, sitting in front of a comp. trying to rmb every part of him. wad he done fer me. cried to sleep this morning. everything i do remind me of him. how am i suppose to get him out of my mind. its been almost a yr since i create this blog. but the purpose of this blog haven done anything. y didnt i pull myself out when i realise i fallen too deep. why i have to think and bother so much? if i can think of only myself and not other pples feeling i wouldnt be so tong ku now. but i cant cuz we are all friends. how i wish last night was a dream and i didnt go. and everything will still be alright now. but no point already. maybe it is time fer me to think again.

a part of me is gone with u

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠
继续等待心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

it may be true dat rome is not bulit in one day. but it is fucking true dat rome can be destroy in one night. everything is over. and surprisingly i was da one who did everything. wonder if i can ever smile again. a part of me is gone. it left with him on this very night. maybe true dat i'm a idoit to did so much. but in the end i was hurt instead. dat is fucking clever of me right? friends. he told me friends. he let me know wad is the feeling of being doted. and dat someone cares enough to scold when i throw temper. and dat he know i did so much fer him. i guess i'm just fucking stupid. wad is da point of saying all this? this few months maybe the most happiest moment. and i really want to thank him .

fuck

Saturday, January 20, 2007

gg out soon~
hmmm. gg to eat thai express and celebrate da ge de birthday
den after dat i also dunno go where. cuz they always last mintue.LOL
shit sia. i feel like sleeping.
haha. *random*
wad if later i eat the curry soft shell crab den i fall asleep
and den *plonk* i fell flat onto the soft shel crab?
i think i will be the laughing stock fer the whole year man.
LOL
lame. haha. but in happen b4. i rmb i was studying with kim and liduan.
den liduan was teaching kim something and i fall asleep
and den my face fell flat on to the table.
okok. this is getting lamer. haha.
i better go get some rest before i go out~

take care take care
misses U

decide to use blue cuz i just bought a blue shirt from topshop!
so nice la can
hanlee got the same one as me.
den grace got a dress. nice too!
okok. today i'm happy in the afternoon.
not happy in the night
longggggggggg story.
anyway. i just took a photo just now. nice right? haha
okok. gaming time with my brothers~

take care peeps
miss u guys~

Thursday, January 18, 2007

i went to the hspital again
well. not fer my attachment.
i guess my heart conditions are coming back.
welllllllllllll.. is not like i'm not use to dat
anyway.. nothing is gg to stop my shopping tml
and saturday gg out too.
woot~

gg to pig liao~
take care peeps

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

today very tired
hmm. morning went fer lectures.
afternoon go fer prac
den went fer FON lect and i sat with Grace and Liduan
going shooping with Grace on friday after i finish acc phine fer open hse
den tml baking cookies
and presentation fer FON
fri gg open hse den shopping
sat gg open hse den zhong hao birthday
haha. dat is all i can think of
update again soon~

bye peeps

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

*laugh out loud*
i'm in a happy mood.
hmm. finally gt the background righ thanks to KAILUN*
*thanks so much*
den i went somewhere to get something done
and i found a place to do the things i want.
hmm. dun understand right? haha
will tell u when sat is here.
it is meant to be a surpise to u. and i know u will be looking at my blog. so shhh
busy busy busy
projects~ assignment~ birthday~ and open house~
*crapping again*

take care peeps
JIELIN

Monday, January 15, 2007

having a headache
finally NR and CMB are done.
2 down. 3 to go
i'm looking for cookies recipe now.
anyone with great ideas?
last night had a heart to heart talk.
felt more lighter.
no matter wad happen in the end.
i hope we will still be good friends cuz i love you guys alot.
dun really have the feelings to blog.
CUZ MY BLOGSKIN IS WEIRD
sigh.

take care
love my darlings

Sunday, January 14, 2007

*Tiring day*
sigh. now den got the time to blog
just finish the online quiz.
today woke up very late.
den eat nasi lemak, drink sugar cane, eat logan and eat cake
haha
i'm such a pig
now i gg to find nr de research liao.
later den blog.

take care peeps

Saturday, January 13, 2007

*HAPPENING DAY*
today is fun.
first phine finally acc me to sch
hahaha. i was playing puzzle with her during FON
den we wen canteen 2 to eat our fav de minced meat noodle
after dat go library and eat hotdog drink blended ice.
after dat i go fer my class. haha
actually class suppose to end 3 but i wanna rush down and see liling b4 she go fer rehersal. so i run out of class when its over.haha. i was like so high la. keep laughing
i'm thinking whether i should buy PSP anot.
i also wan phine de phone.
hahaha.
anyway. i wanna go shopping.
new year is coming.
actually sill gt one mth la
but when exams no mood to buy lo.
so anyone wanna go shopping?
pls contact me ya.
actually wx suggest that we can go next week.
but quite weird to shop with a grp of guys
i prefer my darlings
although i would really wanna go with u too
anyway.
i gt alot of things left undone
so this weekend gonna *pia* liao
fer this period of time my studies i not gg to care first.
i wanna finish projects and assignment.
studies study break den study lo.
anyway
got my specs today. dat why my fonts this colour.
aiya. keep coughing.
i gg to pig liao~

peeps
its cold
take care

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

*saddening day*
i wan to sleep sia
nowaday jielin=pig
i just cant stop falling asleep
*sniff sniff*
i got the flu
and it is cuz of u
finish CMB. left CITS,SAWI,NR and FON
kill me pls
nvm. finish all this soon soon den study fer exam.
JIAYOU
oh ya. i make my specs le. but suay suay see him.
wa kao totally spoil my mood
last time wanna see cannot see
now dun wanna see keep seeing
where are u when i need u
WDV
gg to find blogskin fer phine now.
oh ya. gg to have a busy weekend.
thurs- project NR
fri-liling de idol thingy
sat- church open house thingy
sun- grandparents house
hope to see you on saturday

BYE PEEPS
take care~

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

*damn piss off*
and i dunno why. got that kind of feeling
like someone disturb ur peaceful sleep
and u cant go back to sleep after dat.
today just wanna keep blogging and blogging.
hoping u will read my blog
omg omg omg.
i wanted her to join me long time ago
now finally got the chance.
call me pls?
now suddenly feel happy.
i think i having mood swing.
nvm
tmr do project. cecilia say not enough info~
well. i gt nothing to say -.-''
haha. hmm. huh.
bo liao

bye peeps

guess wad?
I JUST WOKE UP
i'm such a pig
and it is becuz of u.
so i'm not gg to sleep tonight.
cz i wanna watch my twee.
miss one episode liao
heartache.
tml lesson start 8. gonna meet hanlee again.*misses*
hoping phine join me too.
its getting boring.
and i just realised i forget to put tagboard.LOL
tml la. >.<
now gg to acess to my MeL. gg to rotten soon.

bye peeps
see u guys ard.
take care
i wanna see you
lectures tml!!

woot~ I CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN LE. *clap clap* haha. cuz new year ma.
den muz start with new things.*crap*-.-''
today sch finish at 1pm
went home ard 2pm
so guai sia. but got home kenna scolding.
misses u too much
aiyo. tml got lecture.very sian -.-''
hope phine will join me lo.
oh ya. going to change specs soon.
^__^ getting rid of the blackie
stop here liao. i wanna go watch tv.
tata~

i cant sleep.
sians.. i was sleeping when he suddenly msg me
woot~ happy. but now i cant go back to sleep -.-''
been thinking to change blogskin but lazy.
>.< I CANT SLEEP
and i think it is because i'm missing you
oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRETTY BABE. WONG LILING
good luck fer the ICT IDOL thingy.
hoping u can come. pls change ur mind.
aiya. i think i now go lie on the bed maybe can fall asleep.

p.s: take care everyone. weather is dunno like wad and everyone is faaling sick. >.<

the siao cha bor~

Monday, January 08, 2007

Waa. today is monday. a good day is a great start to the week. -.-'' tml lesson end 1!! omg. so excited. although still need to do project but nvm. haha. ^__^ failed NR -.-'' aiya. hope this week will be gd week to me. later den update.daddy scolding. -.-''

Sunday, January 07, 2007

hee. now den got time to blog. ok. on friday, saw Hanlee on bus and we msg each other dring lessons. and we met after sch to go walk walk. went Vivo. tried on clothes. but no money to buy~ sponsor anyone? haha. after dat went plaza to find Xueling, FengLing, Yixin and..... JOSEPHINE. oh man miss her so much. and she boght a very nice pair of shoes fer me. ^_^ haha. *windy* we went Jing Wei hse to make Liling birthday present. hopes she likes it~ den went home and watch tv and sleep~~~~~~~ SATURDAY. went JingWei hse to eat pizza hut. *yum yum* and played ard. haha. den blow candles~ after dat iwent to somerset de international buffet to find the 'brothers'. haha. mum mum liao go clementi de k box. so high lar. i was jumping ard and shoot alot of videos. haha. went home ard 3 am. -.-'' although something happen and my mood was sort of spoilt by that irrating person but they cheered me up. hehe. tml lesson end 6. but tues end 1 pm~ ^__^ after doing project den can meet my lesbians. haha. dat day also LILING de birthday. oh ya. i gg to support her fer ICT idol. JIA YOU worz. anyway. now gg to do other thingy le. so see ya all soon~ tataz~

Thursday, January 04, 2007

went to see doc today * cough cough* sore throat!! den at plaza saw polo te very nice den mummy ay buy for me. so i got 2 new polo tee and a jacket. so from ytd till now i got 3 new polo tee and 2 new jacket. ^__^ haha. *i miss all of them* sigh. i gg to do powerpoint now le. talk again after finishing.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

first day back to school. erm. nothing much lo. just lectures and lectures and lecturs. wahahaha. den went to get my pay. and i bought alot of things. last night i heard a shocking news. and it make me think alot. why i so stubborn over a guy who does not like me. sigh. i dun wanna get caught in this complicated thingy. i'm just a very simple gal >.<

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

blogged in two days. guess i'm getting back the feeling of blogging. went to watch nigh at the museum again. hahaha. but watch it with my dearest xueluing, hanlee and cecilia. enjoyed it totally. and we actually saw mark. surprising. LOL. anyway, i saw an adidas bag. very nice sia. *hint*hint* hahaha. dun feel like hiding my feelings anymore. so wad if i still like him. the prob is i never stop liking him ba. never tot the influce will be so great. i actually cried when i received his msg. WTH?? aiya. i really cant help it. hahaha. tml gg to get my pay. woots~ it is great to be working. shopping tml. i need wallets and adidas bag. alright. guess will update tml. nowadays gt the chance to use com. anyway. tataz~

HAPPY NEW YEAR. lol. sorry for taking such a long time to blog. anyway. last night was fun. and i think i never gonna go marina again. *wink wink* but the first few hours is already not good. in fact i felt like crying. during the first few hours make me realise how important him is to me. he never failed to affect me in every way. aiya. in short i had a bad new year. i cried during my sleep. i also dunno why. sigh. pls stop influencing me.