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Sunday, May 13, 2007

been a few days since i blog
went to watch spiderman3 on thur.
not wad i had expected
talk to him fer less than 5 sentences make me feel that everything is not the same anymore
tried to keep myself occupied
and end up spending alot
actually i tot i had let go.
but seeing him make all the memories and heartache come back
guess i'm still not ready

reading the jerc2ks blog make me realise i'm not one of them anymore
suddenly the world seem like crushing down.
changes gg on everyday
pple who uses to be close to u aint close anymore
pple who are not close yet gradually becoming closer.
i hate changes like this
i want to go back. go back to sec3.
go back to last year
just feel lke crying and crying....

i want to see you.
haven been seeing u fer 3 days?
wanted to ask u out but scare u'll not want
i used to be very brave. or maybe that is call zhu dong
becos i dun wan to feel regret
but u're making me coward
seeing u yet i dun dare to even say a hi
i want to go back to the attachment peroid.
and i'm not gg to care wad they say anymore
cos i dun wanna do things dat make me regret
i'm confused.

mummy's day
told my mum i love her and she laugh at me
guess i'm been silly
i always tot she favoured my bro more
but actually she love me as much as she love my bro.
maybe more?
i'm not exactly the most obedient daughter
i make her angry
but i guess dat is the way of communicating with her
she trust me alot.
more than wad i had deserved fer this age
i'm very happy that she is my mum

i miss alot of things/people
sigh
i wanna go back to l02
but i had made new frens in lo1 too
tok alot more to my new classmates

ghazaly. so bearly look. but always manage to amke me laugh
rachael. my twin? lol. guess she me and esmond can become triplets. we cn sing~
dada. tibits and sweets everytime
cherie. another chiongster. lol. but i think we quite click. lets club one day
khai. always missing. but she is friendier than she look. and she got tasty sweets from fish&co
huiru. only one word. quiet. haha. thanks fer leting me use ur lappie :)
huanying. craziie galwho like ear wax. LOL. she is fun!
gab. friendly gal. likes to take photo. and she is super popular.
shuting. dajieda.hahas. she will give a very sian diao expression when i tok crap
yeanling. i can say she is very weida. and she had help me alot. thanks alot*
aishah. haha, yeanling call her monster. and wawa call her cachard. but i think she is fun.
wawa. always like to disturb me. haha. and she like twisties cheese
za. found her very motherly. dunno why
nisa. petite. and cute. and she speak very soft.

i'm tired.
lend me ur shoulder?