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Friday, February 22, 2008

when i first know him.
i didnt like him at all.
and i was thinking why does ll like him.[rumours]
i even told josephine i will never like him.
who knew.

i remember our first time go out tgt.
with liling,cecilia&victor.
we went alot of places.
east coast etc.
didnt have much impression.

after that liling will chat with him& i gt pulled in for conference.
slowly slowly liling stop calling.
and he called more.
i knew he had a gf.
but i guess i didnt draw a line.

after weeks of msging&hanging out.
i remember our first time gg out tgt. alone.
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went to watch eight below. and had sakae sushi.
i think i wasnt use to guys being so thoughtful.
afterall, guys surrounding me was the same age as me.

after that day, i found that i'm beginning to attract to him.
i tell myself it cant be. it cant be.
i know he fell nothing towards me.
maybe treat me as his sis?
and so i contiune to ignore the lil voice in my heart.

until i meet with the gang.
and jw asked me.
you like weixiang issit?
and it was until then i realised.
ya. i think i like him.

that was 170406. on his bday.
the next day, i went down to JEC.
with his bday gift.
and waited for him.
for 2 hours.
he was working so i didnt blame him.

after that day, my whole life sort of changes.
for the better.
although i always throw temper at him.
give him attitude.
he never really say anything.

for 21mths. i give my heart&soul to him.
the tears i have dropped for him.
too much thing happen between us.
too much. i thought i wasnt able to let go.
and of cos, not willing.
what am i gonna do without his laughter.
what am i gonna do without his voice.
what am i gonna do without his msges.

until i realised.
hey, he will get married sooner or later.
what is the point of haging on if you will not be tgt.
and so. i let go.
but i wasnt heartbroken.
at least, i feel that i had a wonderful memory.

and now. he is my best buddy.
he is so important to me.
and he understand me.
he know what i want.
and what i'm thinking.
he walk with me during difficulties.
he lend me a hearing ear&shoulder to cry on.

after so long, then i realised.
sometimes its better to be friends.
i <3>
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