Monday, February 11, 2008
yes.i break down.again.talk to buddy just now.why am i like this.why do i smoke now.why do i hate interacting with people i dont know.why do i always wanna be alone.why do i have thought of giving up my life.why do i hate myself.the person who changed me told me once.'' if you dont even like urself, what right do you have to like others?''after i heard this i remember i cried.cos i cant imagine someone hating himself.now i understand.i think i do.even after so long,everytime i heard abt someone with buddy, i feel a sting of jealousy.please tell me its normal.or else, it give me another reason to hate myself.i think i just go die away or something fer now.its a dead blog with nobody reading too.
