memories
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
sighh.
suddenly i got this feeling that i'm getting old.
how come froma super cute xiao mei mei who does not know the meaning of fuck until she is 17 years old become a super not cute woman! who keep scolding fuck.
hahahas.
okayy.
this holiday is nothing but gathering.
chalet.
i know everyone enjoyed themselves.
but soon sch is starting.
everyone is on their final year. well, almost everyone.
and then it will be hi, world.
i mean. my dreams are constantly changing.
i dont know what i really want now.
and i dread PRCP to actually start.
cos i know it will be less time for family. and friends.
what if everyone just start drifting apart.
this has been a constant fear fer me.
i'm one who drift off quite easily.
what will happen to buddy and me.
what will happen to lovelies and me.
after 2 years in poly, this is actually the first time i dread sch start.
i'm so used to seeing phine everyday! everyday okayy!
i'm so used to hanlee msn chat.
i'm so used to nelson msg.
i'm so used to buddy's short dinner trips.
after sch start, everyone will be back to their sch works and polymates.
and me, being so fucking retard to fail nsl.
have to go classes alone.
go break alone.
go school alone.
go home alone.
EVERYTHING ALONE.
sighhh.
i so emo now that i feel like crying.
bye luh bye luh.
no mood.
