you know.
i rally feel quite crappy this week.

& i am sure is this certain grp of people who make me feel this way.
sometimes i feel like giving up on everything.
pretty much nothing to hold me on.
no motivation to live.

attachment is a drag.
i drag myself to nuh.
drag myself back home.
drag myself to bath.

i have come to a point of crying myself to sleep everynight.
maybe this is bad.
budden i have been thru worst.

i got alot of feelings pent up in me.
& i still cant find a way to let out.
i wanna curse & swear.
i wanna find me.