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Sunday, March 01, 2009
to be honest, i am super duper emo for the whole day today.
&&& the last time i was this emo, it was over simon.
i wasnt even this upset abt sky.
i dont know why i am so unhappy.
i really dont know.
and i dont want.
i tried watching la bi xiao xin.
i didnt laughed.
i tried talking to alot of people.
& i still didnt laugh or even smile.
the only one time i laughed is becuase of petpet.
and i really thank her alot.
not only her. toutou. ayu. iris. hanisah. weixiang. yanling. constance.
everyone who consoled me.
&&& they didnt even know what happen.
anywayy, i will try to be happy.
i swear. i will not let this thing get to me anymore.
i will try to forget. everything.
everything.
i shld be sleeping.
attachment in 7 hrs time.
need to wake up ard 5.30am
but i cant sleep.
fuck. am talking to another 2 more siaos in msn.
they are suppose to wake up early for attachment also.
anywayy, i think i am feeling better a lil now.
thank god for friends.
((:
xoxo
