fill my lung with tars
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
i am fucking tired.
tired of faking everything is gonna be alright.
tired of faking a smile or laugh.
tired of feeling sad.
tired of attachment.
tired of people.
tired of seeing dicks.
tired of seeing cheebye.
tired of smelling shit.
tired of doing CLC.
tired of waking up 4 plus in the morning when people just go to bed.
tired of taking 190 everyday including weekend.
tired of eating to survive.
tired of sleeping non stop.
tired of feeling gulity for spending daddy's money.
tired of everything.
i dont know how to keep going.
i really dont know.
i feel so lost abt my future.
i feel so lost abt everything.
somehow, i wish i never been born.
