4 days.
didnt see you for 4 days.

not that i never tried it.
longest record was 8 days.
but the feeling suck.

miss those times in 63c.
when i can see you whenever i want.
one reason i miss 63c is because its the place i get to know you.

am i being silly?
actually i am very contented just by seeing you.
even if its only a few seconds.

maybe its still infatuation.
& maybe its a crush.
&&& it know its will not work.

i dont know what i want.
i asked you out.
you rejected.

i msn you.
you didnt reply.

i know what you meant.
but why are you still commenting on my fb.
i know it may mean nothing to you.
& maybe you are bored, thats why.

but to me, every lil comment from you mean alot to me.

but i dont wanna give up so easily.
so i am gonna try this one last time on sat.

xoxo