my mood swing is terrible nowadays.

been crying almost everyday ever since i got back to work.
no matter what i do, its never good enough for them.
sick and tired of all this crap.

did RU on myself this morning.
result is still the same.
i dont have the courage to go back and check the results.

i miss junyang, jessica and him badly.
i need them back in the ward for motivation.
they are the people who make it easier for me to bear with all this shits.

went to 53C to try my luck today.
& i really saw him.
&& he talked to me.
(:

am i really fit for this job.
its straining on my physical and mental health.

but no matter what, i will still try my best.
cos i know this is what i love doing.

xoxo